We all have stories left untold, unheard, unsaid and unwritten.

2012-01-15T01:05:00.004+08:00

Yo people . Dk if anyone still reads it , but ~ I've decided to re-open this blog alr ! And please tag or ask any question , not irrelevant ones (: Yeah , my life is very good now . I mean , im still with that guy who broke my heart and make me emo . Now he change alr lah . Then we both happy happy lor . And he's enlisted ! So he now army boy alr . I love his botak man ! HAHA :D Ya, anyway . Me and him patch back like dk how many months ago . Hope we'll continue to last long because we haven't been quarrling lately or as many times as last time . So hope this will work out .

Went out with baby's parents today . Go NTUC with them , ( LOL , i'm like sucha good daughter in law ! ) Well , forgot to say , me and baby's mother like hit off very well . Like own mother alrr! HAHA . Now im currently sec 4 , facing o level . Very stress ): Hope i can do well ~

Thats it for today , im tired alr ! Heading to bed lol !

Unspeakable

2011-07-10T03:52:00.002+08:00

yeah, now you auto have your freedom back le and you will talk to any guys you want now your life is become like the past, is like you will do whatever you want no one can stop you le, not even me i'm nothing to you now cause you're immue to me le haas, i can't hurt you anymore le right? soo from now you will leave me anytime le, sigh i really don't what to say le... keep stressing this and that, yeah i know you feel more stress as you've said but you won't know how i'm feeling now, cause forever you will never have the chance to have this feeling, i'm not important to you, i'm useless, i can't help you in anything or maybe rather you won't want me to help cause others are more good than me and have better ideas as what you've said just now, do you really know how i feel? sigh bet you don't care right? sigh... i no longer can control you like the past le, there's no more past le, you won't want to let me control you, you won't want me to care about you le, you've make me wake up for the message say's you're sad but when i ask you, you tell me nothing, bet you've told chris or whoever everything le right? yea i'm useless i'm bastard this is why i can't hold on to you and you can't trust me, why? sigh.. failer~ fail ttm. fail to be a human fail to be a man fail to be a boyf, wtf is going on? maybe i'm sucker in love uh? no one will forever step into my world and think what i'm thinking and do what i'm doing. forever no! ihateit ! ........ kucs i !!!!!

Sorry.

2011-07-07T15:20:00.002+08:00

Baby i'm sorry for things that i've done, i'm sorry that i can't be a good boyf, i'm sorry that i cant give you anything you want ): i'm sorry sorry, next time i will try controlling my temper de kkies? i really love you lots de, i don't want to lose you once again like the past. i hope that you will understand ba ): i'm sorry kkies? i don't really wanna scold you or what de, its just that i'm over care le. i know you can't feel any care or love from me but just wanna tell you from the bottom of my heart, i love you seriously. i'm not kidding with your feelings or what. i really wanna last with you de baby. hope that you can understand how i feel or what. and trust me hao ma? 1year plus le you still can't trust me everytime want me prove ): i give you prove le the next time you also want prove, you want i prove till when then you can believe me? can't be forever de right? baby i really love you de laa kkies? i don't when then you will see this laa maybe long long time after i type ba. hmms. now a days seriously i didn't lie to you or what, i really didn't text anyone le i do what you say infact from the start we patch i also never text them liao le lor. hope you will believe me laa, i've let you delete anyone you want le eh, i also never memories their number or what, if i can memories then i won't be saving their number le ma. ): sigh i know now i say what also no use le, you also won't forgive me le ba, just hoping that things will be fine soon, i miss your smile, i miss your laughter, i miss your cuteness, the most i miss is ZeroThreeZeroFive.. baby i love you ! (L)

Gone .

2011-04-11T19:05:00.007+08:00

New things wont come unless you throw aside old stuffs. (Y)

Thinking why i put this photo today ? LOL ,because i love AmandaNCL (: She rockz ,being there for me whenever im sad. Whats moer, hugging me when i cried badly . A dearie sister of mine and a wonderful friend . :D

Thanks Dhiri too ,for making me laugh in class okay ! :D You saw me crying and gave em tissue paper immediately. You pull your chair beside my desk and sat down. You asked me what happen ,i shook my head. After crying ,i told you everything . Though advices cant heal my heart ,but still thanks for making an effort to care for me ;D

I've such wonderful friends. They're always there for me to hug whenever im sad yeahs . Though you all never said any words that make me feel better, but thanks for the hug (: I seriously feel bad for neglecting you all ,for him .. But i guess i wont do so alr ;D hehehe . (:
Not neglecting my super adorable parents :D Hehe :D Mummy and daddy hugged me when i cried badly yesterday. ): & mummy walked to school with me today because she said she's scared i'll be lonely. Best mother right :D Be jealous !! (:

So well ,mummy walked to school with me today ;D & i was like woah . Love her many :D Hehe. Reached school , glad that friends are there for me to talk to ,for me to hug . Well , went to hall for assembly. Saw Amanda and i just cried . Went over to hug her . ): Thanks for her hug manzxc. Desiree and Melissa went over to listen to what happen to me . Then Melissa hugged me too ;D Hehe ,luvluv ;D Thanks friends :D During lesson ,Mrchen went to ask if i was okay ,i just nod my head ): & during physics lesson ,i cried lor ): Dhiri and Glenna went over to talk to me and stuffs . Dhiri made me laugh like fool . -.-lll! Best la :D Then after school meet Amanda and Dhiri . Dhiri came to my house take worksheet from me ,cause when i copying i forget return him. Rofl ,and i asked him to bring Amanda come my house cause she blurblur dk how come . HAHA :D Afterthat ,play and slack then she left (: Awesome day with friends ;D

First day without you is a happy day . I hope you're happy too . (:
Though i cried at class twice, but i got my friends too cheer me up ,it warm heartening (: Hope you'll get used to life without me ,and be happy with her .. Im really jealous ,but i cannot do anything. You're gone forever. My only regret is not showing how much i loved you. But well , hope you'll be happy okay. (: I guess you really dont care anymore , but still you'll be my best love . Sorry love ,for wasting your time . Goodbye 0305 .

& peeps and readers, im changing my blog url. Woah ,like finally right . Best ,this is my last post on this blog ;D Ask for my blog url if you know me ;D byebye the-pasttenses.blogspot.com (:

Lastly, i love you .

Heartbreaks.

2011-04-10T12:52:00.004+08:00

GJK, i gave you chance again and again yet you failed me again and again. You should not be trusted ,yes. Now i finally believe what people tell me . When im leaving ,you begged me like a dog ,treat me so good .Everyday send me to school and fetch me home . I thought you're determined to change ,yet i was wrong . Behind me ,you're flirting with other girls. When caught red handed ,you're very good at finding excuses . You can cry infront of me terribly , but thats just a lie . You never meant what you say ,all along i was just a toy for you to play with right ? You said your iphone is lost, yet what i see is that you lent your new girlf ,thats why sometimes you've iphone and sometimes you dont have. You still said is your brother lend you one ,pls la , He normally treat you so bad lend you iphone for fuck !? Pls la ,your lies all exposed still wanna deny. You time me i alr diamdiam give you chance to admit ,yet you didnt . Continue lying and lying . I guess you dont need me anymore . Because of you, i went to work . Hey ,a princesss going to work leh. And everytime work gets new injuries ,you dont even know . I just wanna lighten your burden ,but i guess its useless now . I told you i liked kh ,just to see what you'll react. When you ask me to made a choice, i choose you without thinking twice .You dont know right ? You accused em more than once and enough . Suan le bah ,just let it go . Im stupid to patch with you . Im enough of disappointment and lies . Last long with your new girlf. Im done trying. I still love you though , but pls treat your new girlf better , dont lie to her anymore . (: Goodluck . Remember what you did to me . Guys all the same isnt it ? Like new old ,then throw away old one . Not bad. I've enough. (:

Lost .

2011-04-09T01:50:00.001+08:00

Gjk ,pls remember how you lie to me for sucha long time and how you two time me (: Last long with your girl alright ;D

2011-04-05T19:21:00.004+08:00

Hey people im finally blogging now . Because my baby asked me to update. HAHA:D

These few days very tired norh ,dk why. Still must work ,kelian right .

Saturday went to work w ling and Ernest ,i must do station B alone ,kelian ttm manzxc , busy like hell . Hand almost break . ): Sunday work station A with ling . Better but still busy ,need mop and sweep -.- TMD ,hand pain lehhhhhh ): My baby never help wo sayang ): Hmms . I rly dk what to blog today. But im feeling very tired now ,headache ): Shan't blog too much bah .

& Yanyi baby asked me to blog about her ,so here i am blogging about her ;D Im so good right omg lah ! LOL ,bhb . Well ,me and her drift already ,but hope still can get back the same like the past yeah ,she's my favourite girl ;D Hehe , stupid baby ,rmb post about me also okay ;D Luvdieyou ;D

I miss that somebody .. We used to be this way ..

2011-03-28T18:38:00.007+08:00

Hey im blogging again ,cause im bored. HAHA. Anyway ,yesterday went to work again (: So tiring loh ,my hand like a wanna break already ): Jowell racist loh ! Ask Weekiat go home early cause alot staff there already. Wth ,just because he offend customer yesterday , i feel so sorry for him. ): Jowell is racist ): LOL ,k la im joking. but i still dk why Jowell asked him to go home instead of me !! ): Im like so tired already loh . Haha ,yesterday was okay not very busy. Have time to slack around and talk cock with Ling . Ling was the station ic , together w me and weekiat in station A , Ernest was the runner ~ LOL. Keep talk cock with Ling , damn funny . Hmms . After work went home :D Today's school was quite boring ): But had maths lesson :D Mr chen bought me mentos :D hehehe !

& if you're wondering why my eyes look weird ,its because i wear pink contacts ,chio ttm! (: HAHAHA . Kay la ,done blogging for today :D Miss me people :D

If you're too busy to call me , I'll understand . If you dont have the time to check on me , I'll understand . If you're always late , I'll understand . But if I stop loving you , it's your turn to understand .

-Credits : Melissa (Y)

2011-03-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

HAHA ,today imma happy girl ;D hehe !

Today went to work ,so tiring ): But had Ernest to help me ,so a lil bit better. I have to sweep and mop floor loh ,the other staff purposely dontwant help me ,at there do her own things, wtf. Mopping floor is her job okay, im only suppose to sweep the floor . Damn her . Weekiat got transfered to station B ,cause he's with me @ Station A at first ,then because he offend customer ,Jowell scared ltr customer see him very angry ,go got him to station B . LOL . He like drop plate on customer never say sorry then walk away . Damn imba, if its me ,i'll apologise like fuck ,cause its like so paiseh lah ! But anyw ,TKH send me to work today ,hoho :D He so shy but cute :D I pinched his cheek ! ROFL . After work , Ernest and i went back tgt :D But today is better than last saturday , bussy like hell -_- Ernest and i talked alot today ,i thought we'll be so damn awkward. HAHA . Ling is suppose to work w me and Ernest today ,but she pon ten . LOL ,she go find boyf ,cause her boyf mia ,okay lah ,i can understand that feeling -_- So busy todayyy ~ But quite slack alr ,cause Ernest left all the difficult job to another job in the same station as me . :D He's the station ic so can command us to do anything. Best right ,better akaliao with station ic then can slack alr . hahah :D Best leh ,he ask me " You want relac or busy?" I say relac lah . then he ask me stand at counter there ,serve customer ,better than walking around to collect plates. HAHA , crazy. But Weekiat like a pathetic so i decided to help him ,cause he's alone . RAWR .

Okiee ,im done blogging today :D look forward to my post again :D

2011-03-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

At this point of time ,when im down and feeling so fucking miserable. I can sense who really cared for me and who didnt . Thanks friends ,teacher , family , & others :D

Well , walking out of a relationship for me is damn tough. Have to adapt to sudden changes. I used to meet him everyday. Now i've to stay at home everyday , almost . Cause of him ,i lost all my friends ,or drift away . Hmms , i'll be able to stay strong and move on (: I will find someone whose more worthwhile than him . Worth my tears and everything. If he really love me ,he'll come back to find me . I still believe in this . But now ,he keep lying and lying to me . Worst is ,he doesn't admit his mistakes . I really dk what to do next. Im totally torn . & i gave up on him . Well guess i can rly move on. He's not the only guy in the world yeah ? With my looks and height ,i bet i can find a better boyf yeah ? Not being bhb ,but its the fact what ! Im not very ugly hor ! LOL . Readers ,i did not fall in love with someone so i decide to let go . He really make me give up . He's been texting girls behind me all along , and many other things. Despite getting evidence that he lied ,he still dont wanna admit . Worst is , when i start to quarrel with him ,he'll purposely MIA , never reply my text , dw meet me ,and dw go home , let me worry like fuck. Well ,thats the life im having now . Although this decision is heart breaking. But seriously ,now break better than next time. More xinku right ? If i continue staying with him ,how many more heartbreaks am i gonna get ? How stupid am i gonna get for him to lie to me again and again . I gave him alot of chances despite him lying to me again and again. But he doesn't change . Well ,idk what to do anymore . This is a better choice . I admit im not a good girlf too . Well ,im just not the type for relationship. I tend to put too much feelings into a person i love and spend all my time for him . & if he does a lil thing that hurts me ,im gonna cry like hell. & my mood's gonna get affected . So , i guess i wont be in a relationship anymore . If yes, im gonna find a decent guy okay ! :D So i wont be cheated on anymore .

Today was the 1st step to forget him and move on. Skipped school today because i dont feel like going school. & i skip school for PWK loh ! Tmd . Met him at 12 ,went to pei him eat then went to his house . Keep watch tv , entertaining eh. & he keep play dota only . Tsktsk ! Nua until 6 plus then go void deck slack . He cb keep want tie my hair ,lols . & keep blow smoke on my hair ): He keep pinching me also loh , pain die . Hmms .He keep complaining he's hungry . So sad . Went home @ 9 plus :D Hehe .

Friends : Thanks for being there and giving me advice when im sad and helpless. I luv you ! :D

Mr Chen: Sorry for making you worry . You're the best teacher lah ! Thanks for all your sweets and encouraging words . :D You're the best Elmo ! :D

Family : Thanks for giving me a hug and talking sense to me , its because of your words that give me courage to let go . Thanks for being there although im not a good daughter . ):

My heart has already left for someone who is more worth my tears ,and my love .

2011-03-23T19:29:00.001+08:00

Im so sad today .please dont annoy me .

2011-03-22T23:03:00.002+08:00

Whee, im so happy today . Actually okay lah . HAHA . School was a boredom ): Hope school end faster ! Well , quarrel with him everyday. Life suckz . I feel like dying ! RAWRRRRR ~ Mr chen ,if you're reading this , thanks for all your sweets and chocolates okay ! (: I'll be happy ! (: Laughs .

Today lifeskill programme suckz ,make me fall asleep only. Sian dai ~ Hmms , didnt blog for alot of days. Cause im lazy :D & i got no time ! Suckz right . I hate school only . Shall sleep soon. Cause imma tired already . ):

Why did you lie ? Why did you betray our love ?

2011-03-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

Baby ,why did you lie ? Why ? Im really sad .

0305 ?

2011-03-13T01:03:00.007+08:00

Imissyou, love .

When you told me that i was the star in your sky ,baby i believed every word. And you seem so sincere ,it was perfectly clear, and forever was all that i heard. And every little kiss ,from your tender lips ,couldn't have been a lie . I feel heart over head ,without a safety net . I dont understand this goodbye . Was i the only one who fell in love . There never really was the two of us . Maybe my all just wasn't good enough , was i the only one , the only one ,in love ? As i walked down the hall ,see the place on the wall where the picture of us used to be . I fight that those tears cause i still feel you here. How could you walk out so easily ? And i dont understand how i can feel this pain still be alive. And all these broken dreams ,and all these memories, are killing me inside. Tell me ,what am i supposed to do with all this love . Baby ,its was supposed to be the two of us . Help me ,cause i still dont wanna believe i was the only one , the only one .

You know ,i feel so fucking miserable now . Nobody is there to share this pain with me . I handle it alone . Im so fucking stress. Nobody is there to share this stress with me . I totally feel like dying .. Sorry mummy ,i just can't be happy . All i do is crying everyday. I just cant smile like how i used to. Why did you change again ? Why.. All you do is to lie and lie ,bomb me like free everyday . What happened to us .? If you really find me irritating and that you dont love me anymore ,you can just tell me you know . Dont have to lie to me everyday saying you'll meet me but you didnt . I keep giving in ,but you keep taking for granted . Should we rly still be tgt ? Even is im with other guys ,you're all i think about . Yet you rather meet your friends than me , best. Sigh . I give up alr , thanks love . (':

Anyw ,decided to blog today cause im feeling really down ,and i dont really wanna sleep now . I admit im irritating ,cause i keep spamming his phone whenever he doesnt reply me in 10 mins or so . I keep spamming and spamming like no tmrw. How disappointing is it . Im worried like fuck ,i cried every night every afternoon -.- No one appreciates . No know ones . Neither him. How i wish he knew what i was thinking. I feel like a stranger to him now and then. But i really miss him ,and the past us. What should i do ? Anyw, today went to meet Weekiat (Y) Long time no see him eh ! hahah ! Went to his house there meet him , i so good loh pls ! HAHA . He so scared of tickle ,so i keep tickle him . I think im talking crap loh . LOL . Anyw, talk cock sing song with him . He keep hugging me like cushion sia -.- tsktsk. He says im comfortable to hug and that he's falling asleep . But ofcourse i wont let him sleep la -.- If not i do what sia . & he keep making my hair messy ): LOL . Awhile more went to find Ahj they all . LOL ,ahj called my so called" stalker" here too. He says i look like his ex . HAHA ,and that everytime he tried to talk to me on fb i just ignored him. HAHA . I feel so guilty suddenly .Someone's there for me silently ): And he's so shy. haha ! Anyway ,they keep match make both of us funny . LOL . When i going home ,he still wanna send me back ,but ofcourse i reject. Shy bodoh -.- And i rather walk home cause im feeling rly down that time . Hmms ): Nothing more le loh . Ahj's dog is damn cute, i swear (Y)

Yesterday Daniel faggot come my house here find me today , haha (: He keep talk cock one loh . I say what ,he shoot me back. Tsktsk ! Irritating faggot ! LOL . Then keep talk cock ,he made me laugh like hell -.- Anyw, he really cheer me up alot ytd . Thanks faggot ! HAHA (: Sorry today ignore you ,tmrw text you kk ! :D teehee .

11.11 - Please erase my memory and make me happy .

2011-03-13T01:03:00.002+08:00

2011-03-09T14:41:00.002+08:00

Hey people ,im blogging nowww (: Miss my post right, hahha :D K lah ,my life recently suckz manzxc ,and no pictures sommore, who want blog ! Make your blog look so plain and boring . & my readers will run away right ): Hmms , sorry for not posting so often already . Cause im handling my school work, remedial (: & im lazy to blog too :D haha !

Well , im fucking single nowz ,happy happy :D no need quarrel with someone everyday alr ,irritating die . Single life better yeah ,no need to be controlled and get heartbreaks . Well ,though a lil bit sad ,but sitll must move on . I've learn something lor ,dont put trust on someone too much ,he'll just break it every single day . & dont expect people to do this perfectly in order to get you not disappointed :D Cheers for me :D Haha .

Im going to get my pink contact lens soon -.- die ,idk how to go . Sianzxc. Gonna go alone . ): hmms . dont like . so boring. RAWR ~ Miss me peeps, im blogging till here only :D Byebye !

2011-02-28T18:47:00.001+08:00

Officially gone . Byebye (:

2011-02-23T00:24:00.004+08:00

Have you realised when people ask you if you're okay , you save yourself from explanations by saying "yeah, im fine."

School suckz ,camp suckz. Sadly to say, i'll not be going for tmrw's camp. I hate camp ,-.- so gonna get mc w bby and Weijian tmrw (: Shan't blog too much. (:

Lastly ,bby ,i miss your smile . You were the one who make me loved , cried ,break down ,lose control ,lose appetite ,lose my smiles , lose weight . Before meeting you ,i was nothing. I was just a playgirl ,a hongster . Everyone hated me ,for how flirt i was . After meeting you ,you made me know how it feels like to be loved . You make me experience someone caring for me. Sacrificing your meals for me and alot more . I know i havent been a good girlf ,i didnt forget Mingxiu as i said during our 1st to 4th month . Nevertheless, you didnt leave me . You only waited ,waited till the day i would finally forget him . We were once the sweetest couple among our friends . & i love how we used to play with each other ,tease each other . & how your finger tips goes thru my hair . But still ,in a r/s there will be up and down moments. Grief came ,you left . I was left alone , no one to depend on , crying everyday ,every night. Seeing you talking and laughing to another girl ,breaks my heart. Knowing you brought her to your house ,knowing you 2 flirting makes me wanna die -_- I still loved you then ,although i was helpless that moment ,i didnt forget to pray for you , hoping you would have a better life after a breakup . Days later ,we finally patched. Quarrels continued. Accusations continued. Everyday we're quarrling . But remember ,you broke my trust. You were once a great ,faithful ,caring ,understanding boyfriend. Now you're a bad ,unfaithful, flirt and liar to me . You told me to trust you ,i rly cant. Everytime when i started trusting you ,something bad happens . Maybe we're really not meant to be . But we're struggling everyday thru . This is hard and miserable . Having to cry badly for someone who doesn't care. You said im cruel to you nowadays whenever we quarrel . But do you rememeber how badly you treat me during our breakup ? You said you love me ,yet you do so much things you're not suppose to do . I was dead and gone . I no longer knew love , or how to love a person. I dare not trust any guys anymore . I dare not fall in love anymore. Everyday ,im telling myself to let go slowly ,for fear that you'll leave me soon ,and i might not be able to adapt to life . Its like ,9 months , we've been meeting almost everyday. You're my target everyday after school , when i wake up ,and before i go to sleep . Everyday ,i have someone to meet . But if you're gone ,who should i go to ? There's too many obstacles to go thru everyday , and im getting tired of quarrling and checking your phone everyday. Getting nonsense from you and broken promises . I know you've changed ,but you can never change back to when we're the sweetest couple . The Jinkang that cares for me ,pampers me , sacrifice anything for me . You never use to hurl vulgarities at me ,nor scold or shout at me last time ,when we quarrel. Now you shout vulgar ,scold me like free flow . Well ,i know i did that to you too . But still ,i was heartbroken. Idk how long i can still hang on . I still rmb Valentines day ,although its just a little few things you gave me , but you made me feel like i was a princess for a day . I rly like that feeling . But still , remember what i say ,if you still cant make me trust you ,imma leave. There's no point getting into a r/s without trust, right ? (: Whatever happens , be happy . I love you , 03rd's .

2011-02-19T01:50:00.003+08:00

Learn to let go .

Well ,hi readers. (Not sure if there's still any left) LOL. Anyway ,i havent been blogging for ages already. Well ,i've lost interest in blogging . So sometimes never update even if i got use comp. Haha ~ Well ,school rly suckz ,make me so tired ,but cannot sleep. I swear i'll be hardworking okay ! But ,my science damn fail ,i dont care also. I hate science ttm and i've no interest in improving on it . & im working on my maths recently . Got tuition sommore ! Guai right ! Omg laa ~ Hmms , my life recently suckz . Keep quarrel with baby and even breakup and patch . Well ,i rly hope he can change, cause thats what he say after we quarrel everytime. & we're like quarrling every single day. Imba right -.- Because of small things :x K ,my attitude suckz ,he know de okay ! But we'll be okay very very soon. LOL . Cause he'll always be able to please me ,aww ! ): Well ,baby and i had a huge quarrel ytd , until his mother come out and nag us ,tell us breakup sua . HAHA. bby grabbed my hand damn hard when i ignore him ,wtf lah. Sure got blueblack one .

& yes my dog .Fugging horny ,i rly cant stand him. He picks on pretty girls like me , hahah .joking ! but he likes girl alot ,and if you're skinny ,he like you more . He'll grab your leg and start the fucking action . Wtf ,damn sick. & whenever he clings onto my leg, make me hard to walk. & he's irritating ! Go where follow until where. I walk he also want cling onto my leg. Cute right. He aim me only lor ,smell smell my leg then start to cling onto my leg liao. He doesnt do this to bby ,or his family members. Wtf ): & he's fuckign fierce. Cannot play with him one , or cannot whack him one . He attack you ,sure die . damn fierce only . Nevertheless ,he's still my cutest baby ! hehe (: Have difficulties while bathing him ,cause he just cant stay still . & he's wet and he runs around ,making the floor wet also . tsktsk. Naughty dog. & his fur tangled ): cannot comb already ! hmms ,i shall take him to grooming and shave all his hair ! LOL. Horny dog !

& Valentines day .! Bby gave me rose , mickey soft toy & one heart shape cake . bu she de eat leh ! cause like ,he'll only give me cake once every year . Aww ~ On V day ,got school ,sian right . Spoil mood only . After school went to doctor . & went home prepared . Bby make me wait for him like forever -.- Anyw , went to vivo eat at pasta mania . Samuel working there ,keep disiao only . HAHA. i never eat before pasta mania ,but since bby work at pasta mania ,he ask me eat the spaghetti. But damn spicy i swear. -.- i keep drink water only. I swear i'll never eat pasta mania again ,sucha horrible experience ): Planned to go singapore river one lo ,but damn late le. Sommmore tmrw got school ,so didnt. Instead ,stayed at vivo sky park ! (: & he sent me home after that (: Anyw , He's been working rly hard recently and no time to accompany me . & i buey tahan. He go army i sure die .! But got free iphone ,not that bad afterall . Haha !

& well ,im gonna sleep soon ~ lalal ! Peopel ,tag me more . See my number of tags ,dont feel like replying alr ):

2011-02-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

Bye 3rd .

2011-02-07T22:51:00.006+08:00

Aww ,new year finally over ! Was so busy that i couldnt blog . & yeah ,buibui and i quarreled during ou 9th month ,which is new year ! 03 th ~ so suey manzxc. anyway . New year was fun .

NewYearEve
Firstly, ate at ahma's house for reunion dinner ! Nicenice ,had steamboat for dinner . Afterthat , went to cousin's house . Bby came along too. Brought bby to cousin's house . (: And celebrated new year there . Kinda bored there. Keep go down smoke all these . Then play the fire thinggy . LOL. Ling drink until sieh seh . Keep talking rubbish ,feel like slapping her at that time . Rofl . About 1 or 2 plus , cabbed home .

NewYear .

Prepared, and wore my princess dress ! (: LOL ,imma like alice in the wonderland. Except that im cuter la ,hehe ! joking ! So went to ahma house bai nian ! Then nua there until 5 plus ,cabbed home . Bby and i quarrled beacuse of smth . So mummy went to cousin house first ,while i stay at home to see if i wanna go ornot . But still ,bby came to find me with my 9th month present and we okay niao . LOL . Then cabbed to find my sister and her friend @ Lakeside . Then cabbed to cousin house . Well ,alot people there. Ate steamboat there. Hehe . Bby get ang pao-s from my relative lor ,good ttm ! Jealous . But i also have =p Hehe. Then go down smoke smoke all these . & reached home ard 2 plus !

2ndDayOfNewYear .

Went to Aunt's house to bai nian. Nua there for 1 or 2 hours . Keep play iphone only ,cause very sian leh . Then went to cousin house again. Waited for bby to reach . & at downstair smoke smoke then go up eat . No steamboat for that day -_- But still ,bby and i went to watch movie @ lot 1 . Watched "Zui qiang xi shi" . Overall ,not very nice. Only some part funny only . Hmms . Not recommended . ): Well ,its only my opinion la . Then after movie ,went to smoke and bused to my house. Bby and i slacked awhile before going home .

3rdDayOfNewYear .

Oh this day is a boring day. Cause kinda quarreled with bby . Stayed at home alone . Until 7 plus, went out to find Peiling they all . Then Xavier came . Slacked at jp . Play arcade. Xavier treat . Hehe. Played Mario cart, initial D , Ddr ,and catch catch fish . Got alot of tokens ,went to change prize. Super cute lah ! HAHA. Then went back batok ,meet bby . Quarrel quarrel then hao liao. Then went home orhorh liao ~

Sunday . 4thDay .

Went to watch movie w mummy and bby . Watched "Home coming" . Quite funny, like it ttm ! (: Haha. Then went to bby's house visit my doggy ! So cute de can ,omfg . Hehe. But he damn fierce, bu xi huan ! Afterthat bby send me home .

TODAY . MONDAY .

Didnt go school cause i wasn't feeling well. So stayed at home ,but didnt visit doctor ,cause i woke up late . -.- Poly clinic close already . Then went to meet Chelsea they all ard 2 plus . Pei them @ pastamania and went to mac buy ice cream. Then walkwalk ard then go home liao ! After that ,meet bby . Went to jp collect couple ring . Bby buy one ,nice right ! HAH . Then went to his house see my doggie ,cute max . Afterthat, he sent me home ~

2011-02-02T11:39:00.001+08:00

Hi people ,havent been blogging for sucha long time ): Well, Happy chinese new year yah ! Shall update more after cny ! Look forward to my post ,suckerz (:

2011-01-27T23:20:00.003+08:00

Its been so long since we patched ,why are you still hurting me ?

Boy, im losing faith . Day by day . I wish i didnt had to ..

I thought you understood me . What you say today really disappoint me ..

A small matter indeed. & to me, its a big matter. Why did i bother to quarrel with you ?

Because i cared, or because i want to quarrel with you ? You think well ..

When i cried ,where were you ? & you know how much it hurts ,when i pushed your hand away ?

I guess you didnt knew ,all along ,you only cared about yourself.

And yes ,after we patch many things happened. & alot bad things happened. Many stupid things happened. Which leads us to quarreling .

Is God playing with us ? Your actions make me suspect you everytime .

I tried hard telling myself not to be so paranoid ,but i cant. After so many things i've been thru .

Do you really love me ? Or isit my wishful thinking ? Im glad my ring was confiscated ,so i didnt have to look at it and cry. But ,i didnt let the ring be confiscated purposely ,ofcourse .

What should i do ? Why did my temper worsen each day ? Whats happening to us ?

People said im not matured yet, or i like you ,not love you only . & say after you go in army ,i sure run with other guys .

But what can i do ,to promise you i wont do that ? Do you really know how much you mean to me ?

Why can a outsider just break our relationship so easily ? Im gonna delete your blog .. Soon .

Im rly heartbroken , thanks .

2011-01-18T22:00:00.003+08:00

Im finally blogging -_- i hate bby ,he never blog one -.- tsktsk , angry die. When will he ever listen to me and blog nicely ? Hmms. He's now watching "Autumn's Concerto" at my house ,rofl. Like one nerd stare at tv siboh . LOL.

These few days after school keep meet bby only . Sian die ,time pass rly fast. Time spend with him so fast lor . Cb ,tmrw someone got chalet then pangseh me ,knn . Angry die . Anyway ,school still sucks ~ Teachers and principal so torturing . Bby sucks lots ,cause he keep late reply me in class leh ,knnbccb. Hehe, im finally updating my blog ,people ! Tag more leh , everytime see my tagboard sian alr youmeiyou ~ Hmms .

Shall blog more next time ,i hate my boyf =p

2011-01-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

Love is giving & not expecting anything in return. Gosh ,my life is very fucked up & i hate it.

2011-01-12T15:41:00.004+08:00

As long as my wound doesnt recover ,i'll still hate you .

& today im blogging cause im bored -.- & today i cried after school ): Sigh ):

I didnt understand why i cried. I thought of the the past ,when he hurt me like mad ,make me cry like mad ,make me so stupid infront of everyone ,betrayed me ,and hide things from me ,until i find out myself . I rly damn stupid leh -_- & rmb how he tried to hide from me that he went to meet that girl before his birthday . & i stupidly believe him and thought he was finding his pri school friend or sec school friend for celebration (: & aft we patch ,then i know all these shyt . His reason was ,"I scared you angry mah" -.- F ? I time him ,i never tell him. Then i also can tell him" Im scared you angry mah" -.- SEMO LAN EH. But i didnt time him -.-! Thats just an example . & my eyes i damn watery now -.- fcuk okay. & rmb how he brought other girls to his house when he claim that he still love me , rofl. Ridiculous aye ? & i still rmb ,we're working ice cream during holiday. He diedie also dw let me tag with him -.- But aft we break ,he jitao tag with that girl wor ! -.- wtf right . What does it show ? Obviously zzz . But that time ,i admit i stupid. I loved him too much to forgive him. Even if he time me ,i'll still forgive him. But hor ,after i return from oversea ,dk why -.- i like bochup him alr. I forgot how to cry ,i forgot how to heartbreak. I forgot how to keep my promise. I forgot who i loved. I still rmb how badly i begged for him to stay ,yet he turned away , & still very happy with that girl wor ~ I cant forgive what he did. So what if he changed to the past. I freaking repeat one last time ,you change ,i wont change. Rmb how you treat me la dey . -.- Did i ever made you cry until so jialat & i didnt even care about you ,and purposely make you more jealous ?! Did i ever brought any guy up to my house ?! & use that kind of LOUSY REASON ? What is "i asked her to come to my hosue to wait for me prepare ?! -.-" she your girlf or wife ah -.- You say you pity her so tag w her. LOL ,i dont understand ,you pity her what ? Her looks ? ROFL . F ,why did i cry again -.- nevermind. Anyw ,someone just told me ,it takes alot of love to hate. I guess its so true. I loveed you too much for you to hurt me sooo much and now i hate you . All you do is to make me cry . What did you say when i begged you to stay? What did you do when i was crying home everynight? Everything's too late to salvage. I cant seems to understand and forgive all the lousy reasons you gave.

& anyw ,enoughof that ,i cry like no tmrw alr . Aniwae !!! I uploaded photos !! (:

2011-01-10T22:15:00.003+08:00

Whoo ,finally blogging now. I hate school life ,have to go home early and prepare for school the next day. Sigh . Wanna end sch asap ! ): Anyway ,bby have been accompanying me these days ! (: Hehe ,after school straight meet him niao. Anyway ,i wanna complain abt my english teacher ,semo lan niao -.- I forget bring file only he ask me write a letter to him -.- gumlan ,i scared he keep as love letter ah -.- cb gay teacher . One full page leh, he thought easy ah -.- forgot bring means forgot bring ,wheregot so many crap to write one -.- anyway ,shan't bother. I'll write bigbig ! HAHA. Damn sian now ,bby's at my house. After he watch the "Autumn's concerto", he keep call me "Cai Dua pui" & he now call me" Caixiaobui" LOL ,hen cute youmeiyou ! Aww ,thats my bby (: Hehe ,he's playing his iphone now, noob yige !

2011-01-04T22:14:00.005+08:00

Whee! 1st day of sch suckz. As usual, Patsy chua go ard catching ppl's hair / attire. -.- I wasn't caught ,cause i pin up fringe at hall youmeiyou ! LOL. After go class ,let down my fringe already. Rofl ,sian daiz. Lessons were boring. & i got into the best chinese class in the whole level ,semo lan -.- i only got 67% for eoy leh-.- my school chinese standard got so lousy mah? LOL . Anyway , my eng teacher like a weird ,got ang moh slang ~ & i think he damn gay and arrogant . Well, glad to see many 2E2 people in my class, thats good ! Heheh . Tmrw got sch again ,sian dai youmeiyou . Who hates school ! Everyone ! ): & after school went home , slept at home. Wakeup ,bby come my house ~ Nua at my house until 9 plus then he went home ~ boring day isnt it ? ): & photosssssss ! I sieh love Andrea Tang , rofl ! Damn random, she accompany me text in class okkeh (: hahhaha . Shall talk abt something damn random. today, our new principle was talking about those who did well in O level & N level. & I saw Jingyi's face there. Chuasai -.- The teacher praise him until v nice, lols. Semo lan ! He gangster yige leh ! HAHA . Anyway , Poa teacher suck max . He talk so soft, i sit at last row cant hear anything -.- Well ,i love my sitting arrangement ,but tmrw changing ,semo lan. Lousy form teacher -.- & gtg sleep alr ! Bye peeps ,tag me more okkeh ! Byebye ~

2011-01-03T13:45:00.003+08:00

Happy 8th month anniversary boy :')

You brought me happiness ,and ofcourse the utmost period of breaking down terribly . Its really funny how we last through our 8th month. Cause we keep quarrel during 7th month youmeiyou ! Hahah ,its like fate playing with us. Nevertheless ,we're okay now. Btw, those quareels and breakups teach us how to cherish each other more yeah. Lets make this love last long ,ily.

Today sucks. Cause i got myself stuck at home at this time. Like hello ,its the last day of holiday already, who doesnt want to go out & have fun >: Who will want to wait for the next holiday which is at june? ): Sigh nevermind. Bby is still sleeping & i hate him . I wakeup so early ): shag sia, gonna sleep moreeeeeeee! (: & ohya my holiday homework havent do ): tsktsk !

2010-12-31T02:44:00.003+08:00

Seriously ,damn fuckup now. Dont know why. I can no longer tell whose my true friend and whose not my true friend. Does true friend talk behind your back , acting like they're so fine with you. Does true friend hit you and find reasons likes birthday bash? Does true friend rly appreciate you? I dont think so . Does true friend force yyou? ): No bah . I've no true friends and i dont crave for one ,i'll just wait. & i didnt even say you ,why you say my post referring to you ): Kena accused again and again . I've no chance to speak up for myself. Even if i have, do you even bother listening ? No . Sigh ,accuse me fr all you like , i cant do anything.

2010-12-24T15:47:00.019+08:00

Kkay ,let me eloborate slowly on my trip . (: Overall i didnt rly enjoyed myself there ,got too much things for me to think of . Sian ttm . Omg ,tell you smth ,i lazy upload photos ,so if want see ,go my sister's blog see kk (: hahah .

First day @ Hk .

Bby ton at my hosue previously the night before i fly off . He damn tired only ,keep want sleep ,sieh boxim . Ask him accompany me ,he sleep. Semo lan leh ): Then prepared and went to airport . Bby went home too . & check in blabla ,finally went onboard the aeroplane . Kp sia, my ear like damn pain only ,got pressure ): But the food's quite nice lor ! hehehe (: Alighted @ hk afterwards , meet the tour guide and bus back to disney land hotel ! (L) Sieh chio ,alot mickey things ,like ttm ! The hotel super nice ,all mickey things also ,haha . Then went to disney land play . There de weather sieh cold lor -.- wtf. Must wear jacket liao. Hmms ,went to play the roller coaster , watch alot 3d thing and ate thr . LOL . There quite boring also . At night got firework ,sieh chio. But i dont have the mood to see -.- wasted ! TMD ): Went back to hotel after a tiring day . Sleep soon .

Second day @ Hk .

Wokeup , ate breakfast @ the hotel. Then went to disney land play again ,until 3 plus . Meet the tour guide at the hotel there. Then he bring us go eat eat seesee. We went to this museum damn cool lor . Got alot "Ming xing" , LOL. Then keep take photos w them ,they're fake one ,like wax ppl ? LOL. But it looks damn real ! I took photo with Jay chou too ! omg ,hahah . Then walk ard meseum taking photos with celebrities. Did i spell it correctly ? LOL ,cant be bothered. Then , went to see the view of whole hk on a mountain , damn nice ! (: Ohya ,we had seafood for lunch ,quite nice la . & we gotta eat dinner ourself ! ): Went back to hotel soon .

Third day @ Hk .

Wokeup early too . Went to boat riding ard the sea , look at how ppl live at the sea -.- LOL . Damn cold la can. Afterwards, went to see jewerelly semo lj -.- & went to sit on cable car ! (: Super high lor ,i like it . & the scenery very nice ,hehe (: Went to walk ard this street ,dk waht street. Bought sweets , starbucks drink ,and blabla . Used hk prepaid card to contact bby . Wasted ,we used our messages to quarrel instead -.- Anyw , sit cable car back . Went to one shopping centre shopshop . Ate mac first ,then walkwalk ard . Shopping youmeiyou ,but nv boguht anything. Went to buy cigg and cup noodles ! LOL . Then meet tour guide and back to hotel. Bathe and sleep ! (:

Fourth day @ hk .

Went shopping on our own ! fun ttm ! Wokeup early ,had breakfast and bus to dk where ,went to walkwalk at "Nuren jie" LOL ,lady's street ? Hmms , there machiam bugis street -.- The cheena-s there very laolan ,we dontwant buy things from them they keep scold us ,nb ? Heck care them ,continue shopping. Bought new wallet . & went to another shopping centre ,there alot people ,sieh crowded ,worst than bugis street 10times ,must squeeze thru one. -.- Anyh ,bought oen dress there and one shirt . Nice (Y) Actually want buy couple tee ,but then hor ,dont have the pattern i want .-.- So walkwalk ard ,bought rubber band ,earring ,lols ! Then walk until leg sieh tired ,so bus back to hotel. Ate at one shop & i bought apple pie and cup noodles ! LOL . Super nice ,heheh (: Bathe ,eat alr ,then sleep (:

Fifth day @ Hk.

Went to shop ard at our own leisure time . Wokeup at 10 plus ,ate breakfast @ one restaurant and went shopping ard in the shopping mall. Quite boring overall. Bought new makeup things, hehe (: Then awhile more ,assemble at hotel and bus to airport . Sieh angry while waiting for the plane ,keep delay flight one ,knn-.- Then , on plane liaooo , v shiok. Haha ,watched despicable me ,and killers on plane. The dinner very nice again ,but i got gastric after eating ,lols ! but nvm ,its nice anyw . Soon ,reach singapore. Spam message ppl liao la ,still wait for what ! LOL. Cab home and used comp. Bby came to find me at night. (:

Christmas Eve & Christmas night .

Christmas eve ,bby came to find me again ,hehhe . Then went to ahma house ,brought her some biscuit from hk . (: deliver to her alr then went to bby's house . Wa ,his house alot of things to eat ,turkey ah ,beehoon ,cake. LOL ! Funny , his sist want the drumbstick, then she dk so big ,then she chua sai ,lols ! Then she keep complaining she eating dinosaur leg ,damn funny ! LOL . Ate till damn full alr ,bby went to bathe . & off to 5 head meet Ahj honey ! (: She w her friend when reach . Talk cock sing song . Time pass so fast sia . Then Ahj , Damian & her friend decided to go parklane . Bby and i slack @ 5 head awhile then headed home . He slack at my house till 5 plus then go home, lols .

Christmas day ! Merry christmas everyone ! May all your wishes come true , 2011 is coming ,have a good year ! (: hehe . Today ,bby wokeup damn early ,miracle sia. Then bathe and went over to his house nua until 7 plus ,went to cineleisure fr movie ,but wtf ,no more seats -.- ticket sell so fast, tmd . Then no other shows to watch also . So , bby and i went to eat @ foodcourt . Damn sia ,i saw my ex there. LOL . & after eating ,damn full ah -.- Went to smokesmoke .! Then went to take neoprint ,sieh chio youmeiyou ,will upload soon ! (: hehe . Afterwards , went to wait for bus and bus back batok meet Zidan . Soon ,reached westmall . Zidan dk fly whr . Bby and i slack at g2k first ,then Zidan come alr . Go pei him eat mac. He pregnant youmeiyou ! HAHA ! After eating ,went to smoke outside mac and decided to go 5 head slack and nua . Si Zidan keep disiao wo -.- & he keep take bby's iphone play, hai wo so sian . ): Awhile more ,jio samuel come down 5 head ,and he came . Slack awhile and went to 7-11 buy cigg ,prepaid card for Zidan . LOL. Sian die. Samuel went home soon after. Zidan , me and bby slack at void deck norhs, played bby's iphone ,oven break ! HOHO ! & the idiot test ,im brilliant okay ! HAHA . Soon ,went home. Bby come my house nua . 5 plus , he went home! (: & im going sleep soon ,sieh tired youmeiyou.

Cam whore with bby's iphone camera ! (:

Photos @ hk . (: I upload half of it and super lazy to upload all ,want see everything ?(: Go my sist blog , i linked her as "Ling" (: & this is @ the museum (:

@ Disney land ,the little little world. So chio ! LOL .

2010-12-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

Woo ,im back people , cfm got miss me right ! HHA ,shall blog about my trip tmrw or smth . ((:

2010-12-18T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hey people ,im going hongkong from 19th to 24th ! So miss me people ! (: & help me spy my boyf okay ! HAHA . & everything is just a misuderstanding ,i misunderstood him ,accused him wrongly . Now everything okay le ,dont talk abt it already alright? (:

2010-12-18T03:46:00.002+08:00

People ,please laugh at me ,for being stupid ,lousy and useless. (: Remember ,you left me for her (:

2010-12-17T14:40:00.002+08:00

Whats more worst when you feel like dying ? You never changed from the start ,flirting . Sorry i still cant accept the fact you betrayed me. & i have to act like nothing happen. Did i ever go to a guy's house alone ? Did i ever left any guy sent me home ?! Did i ever saved any sweet text from a guy ?! She loved you , i lost the game. Im speechless. I give up. Totally no feelings anymore. Numb .

Regrets.

2010-12-15T17:10:00.006+08:00

Well ,0305 is back ! People ,dont ask me why we patch or what kkay. Hmms, dont wish to say. anyway ,congrats to me youmeiyou . finally dream come true !

Hmms ,dontknow what to blgo today. Shall blgo about yesterday bah ! Yanyi baby keep ask me update >: smack her! Anyway , ytd went to kbox! With mummy ,ling & vaymond ! Firstly ,went to lot 1 eat pepper's lunch . Then proceeded to kbox ! Damn fun leh ,i keep sing sing sing. Well ,its good that i sing out my emotions . But sing until want cry youmeiyou ): Hmms ,then keep eat the snack thr ,the beverage is damn nice (: But super cold there -.- Anyway ,sing song talk cock until 6 ,then went to meet Felicia, went over to base blk tgt ,she cute huh ,dk how go base blk ! LOL . Then reach alr go find Cheryl ,then Weekiat coming find me also. Lol . Afterthat ,weekiat came ! Junkang keep look at him , i thought what happen ,lols ! Then walked to lamsoon area ,the damn Weekiat damn kp ,call Christopher come down pei him ,cause he kena trick down by me. But hor, i didnt leh. He promise if at cck he will pei me one ! LOL. Then Chris dw come down. He spam call other ppl come pei him . He scared xiasuey ,cause lam soon alot people know him ,ccute or what? LOL. Then after walking one blk w me ,he went off ! Damn him ,pangseh. Me and Cheryl slack at void deck! Sing song talk cock ! Then his father came and bought 3 box from us ,nice one ! (: Then slack until 9 plus ,go find Junkang. Then Junkang damn angry ,cause got malaysia ppl kp him . Laugh ,damn funny . & then went back to base blk tgt ! (: & wanted to go eat ,but no appetite already ,so cab home ! (:

Then midnight , bby and Zidan came over my house here slack. Si Zidan ,keep call me pregnant women ,semo lan eh. I do what he also say i pregnant ! ): Well ,quarrled with bby at first. Then finally okaay liaozxc. Zidan was the entertainer , damn funny youmeiyou ! I do what he also say " wa,comfirm pregnant!" SEMO LAN LEH ,damn him ): Then , awhile more, went home ! Before i go home ,he also say "Wa ,so early go home ,cfm pregnant!" ROFL ,then bby send me upstair. Talktalk awhile with him and he left ! (:

To "Whowhowho" : Sorry if i hurt you k. You know who you're okay. Im rly glad that you'll still message Yanyi to ask things about me . But well ,i guess i hurt you already. Sorry for giving you flase hopes everytime . & you're always giving in to me ,never complain . Even though i cant contact you , your fb name still got my name ! Thanks luh ,i know you aint that kind of guy which go for looks . But still ,hope you can find a better one ? I know imma bitch la ): Keep say want forget him in the end never ,still patch w him. Sorry k . bu shi gu yi de ): Thanks for these 10 days ,your company and love. I'll never forget you kk! (:

7th day w/o you .

2010-12-13T02:20:00.004+08:00

GJK ,its the 7th day without you in my life. I guess im feeling okay and used to it by now . I rly hope so . Im still happy that we've a chance to patch. I know you still love me, ifnot, you wont bother coming to find me after your work. You wont cry like fuck when i call other guys "Baby". You wont ask your friend to talk to me . Yeah i know all that. Sorry if i hurt you , i held Xavier's hand infront of you . I let him lean on me . I called other guys "baby" . Im sorry ,i know how it feels too ,i'll put myself in your shoe. But if i didnt do that ,will you even pay attention to me and care fr me more ? I didnt do that on purpose ,i swear ! When Xavier told me you're wearing our couple ring aft we brokeup ,im rly shocked. Why would you do that ? I thought you rly dont love me anymore ..Your heartless words killed my heart .But this is a lastchance, i want you to change like last time . I'll give you time ,i aint unreasonable. But its rly the last chance. One more time i see you doing wrong things ,hong zharbor , flirt ,time me ,or break promise. Thats it . I will walk away ,i wont even turn back anymore. So do treasure this well . Im not saying that my feelings faded ,so i wont cry even if i leave you. I would ,but what to do. You've many chances already . Your mother told me ,im the stupid one. Your ex saw you flirt ,jitao break w you alr. Yet me ? Seeing you text girls behind me , call ppl darling all those behind me . I didnt do anything, but i can only cry alone . I love you too much to forgive you . I can even tolerate you bringing girl up to your house . I rly wonder ,if you love me ,why would you do that ?... I tolerated all these . I even tolerated having to see you both spend time tgt alone ,yet not knowing what you'll do behind me w her . Okay, i know you have your reasons . But think about how you'll feel ,if i do what you do to me . Well still ,you need a lesson ,cherish and treasure before its gone .

Your mother told me , if you continue like this ,you wont be able to get married and lastlong w your future wife . Ofcourse,i do hope to be your future wife. I hope you can be more responsible ,more matured. Think about how your parents will feel if you keep staying out all day , not coming home. They love you ,they rly do . But you rejected their love . You rejected their care. You can shout @ them when you like and so whatever. Think about how you feel when i shouted at you ,you say i should respect you ,you're older . Yea ,same case ,your parents are older .and you should respect them. Moreover ,they're the one who gave you life . I hope you can be more mature ,listen to your parents, although they are naggy ,but bear w it .Who knows, the next moment they might not be tgt with you alr. *CHOI ! try telling your parents how you feel ,like when you quarrel w me ,you'll get upset ,tell them . Im sure your mother will cheer you up like how she cheer me up. It really feels good to have a family to care for you. Well ,aft we broke up, i couldnt control my tears, i cried infront of my parents. Guess what they did ? My mother hug me tightly ,cheering me up. My daddy talked to me ,hugged me . It really feels good to have a family to care for you . & my cousin . He came to my house one night w my sist , he say he heard us brkup , he came and sayang my head ,ask me cheerup. I cried again ,i love that feeling of family care .This is a feeling i would never trade for anything .I feel so touched ,that somebody cares . I lost that feeling long time ago ,now i got it back.

And ,well ,treasure ppl ard you. Remember how you loved your ex ? You didnt treasure them enough , so they left you . You were crying like mad ,remember ? You had a lesson before, but its long ago ,you forgot how it feels already . GJK ,you're no longer young. There's no time for you to fool outside. Get a job ,work . Earn money fr your future ,get what you want . You always wanted me to have a goodlife w you ,rmb ? Do it then . Whats the use of tonning outside everyday ? Going out with your friends everyday ? Waste money only . I didnt say i dont allow you to work. Yes ,you can. But idw you to work icecream ,those xinku yet cant earn alot de . You know? Im not saying you cant go out w your friends, you can ,but spend more time on your job . Your mother told me you're lazy .Change this habit alrigght ? I know you wouldnt want me to suffer w you even if we get married ,right ? Find a proper job .Be a good son , a good friend ,good brother ,and a good boyf ..

& yes ,our problems . Quarrling everyday before we brokeup . Why ? Cause you're stubborn ,and im stubborn ,both refuse to give in. That results to quarrling everyday. You shout at me , and whatever, i can only cry . Im not saying you're bad by doing so. I understand that you do this, so i can listen to you . If you talk to me nicely, i wont even listen. But rmb how we used to not quarrel everyday ? We're so happy w our life ,enjoy both's company. It feels like ,wherever i go ,as long as im with you ,im happy. Thats love, yeah ? The last quarrel before we brokeup , you're with Zidan. After working w him for so long . I ask you to find me at night ,you said you cant . Know how disappointed am i ? You said im your first piority. If you were the old GJK ,you would defnitely come and find me ,even if you're w friends ornot. You would pangseh them for me. But now ,your friends took my position in your heart . Its not the first time you did that. & i aint unreasonable ,look ,you 2 work tgt for whoel day alr . Its not too much fr me to ask you to find me after that right ? That night ,i couldnt stand it anymore ,i silent break with you . 2nd day i wokeup ,i cried ,thats when my family hugged me ,cheer me up. I regretted doing so. I thought you'll be more happy if we brokeup. & im not a good girlf, i want you to be happier. & im writting alot shyt stuff in blog and fb ,just for you to hate me . But i regretted ,i know ,i can never let you go . I cried like fuck . I really lost you . The next few days ,whoever i text ,and whoever i meet ,you also kp. But i like it ,i know you still care . But you dont love me anymore ,why still care ? I rly wonder . I cant even bring myself to flirt w guys . Okay ,i can. But not for too long ,i thought of you ,and it kills my thought for flirting w other guys . & yes ,even if i talked to other guys ,im talking about both of us , how i missed you ,how i loved you ,& how great you once were.

At this point ,everybody thought you're a bastard ,for treating me this way and you're happy w your life. But i know ,you still love me . I didnt give up on this r/s . Your friends, family and my friends told me how bad you were, how flirt you were in the past. & that you'll never change to become the old GJK i used to love. Know what Ahj tell me ,your friend for almost 7 years ,she say you do things very careful one . So i wont know even if you time me ,message girls or meet girls. But i didnt giveup ,i trusted you. I believe you would change ,so i gave you one last chance .Now you say you love me ,you still want this r/s . Okay, i believe you .But remember , action speaks louder than words . I rly hope what they're telling me is not the truth , prove to me ,alright ? Let me trust you back again. I rly want to trust you. Idw to check your phone everyday , ask you whether got meet girls ,or text girls. I dont want to suspect you . Can ? Make me trust you like last time ,when i dont have to check your phone , ask you got meet/text girls . I dont have to suspect so much. I dont even have to fear losing you to other girls .

I rly hope, after typing so much. You'll still read my blog ,and think wisely. Im not trying to be mature ,lecturing you this way . Im not lecturing you ,but telling you, how you can improve on yourself . Do take it as a comment . I rly hope that we can patch things up before i go on my holiday. I dontwant to go there and cry ,think so much . Suspect you and whatever . I want to trust you fully , and play happily thr ,alright ? Iloveyou.

Day 6 without you .

2010-12-11T17:35:00.002+08:00

Well, i kinda miss how you used to blog about me everyday in your blog, now? Your blog is dead, so is our love.

well its back to circle le (: thanks baby! loves! no more next time le kkies?
loves you ttm nothing can be compared with you de no worry, today played with
you soo happy uh? hope you happy also baa (: missing you right now girl! baobei
i LOVE you ! do you see it ?! lovelovelove yeah! hope that you can be mine
forever and ever yeah! ZeroThreeZeroFive love !!!!!!!!!!!! as i wake by your
side, my feeling for you never hide ! (L)

YEAH! its finally our 5th month le! hahahas hey out there de peeps got shock
that both of us can last soo long? trust me! the past and now de viona is
totally different le kkies soo stop saying her slut or whatever shyt (: hahas
baby baby baby! today have soo much fun with you uh~ although i'm abit shytie
didn't catch dao any prawn laa ): but still having fun with you ! :D hehehes.
happy 5th month anniversary baby!!! (L)

well lots of people say me and my Girlf won't last forever de, i will show you
all what does forever this words means ! i will make her my wife ! baby we must
show them kkies (: hmmm will yesterday that post is abit scuks yeah? cause i
don't know why feel damn sad then blah blah blah type those thingy out lor.
anyway i moodswing not my Girlf make me sad de okies! in my heart she's forever
the best well i all the way keep complain she not good or what soo ever is just
playing with her only! well you see her looks the way she treat me yes for your
mind set will be the word BAD, but did you all know the other side of hers?? soo
please don't judge her by her looks or the way she treats me alright? she's just
a innocent girl and yes many things that she have did is she don't want de, do
you think all of those things in past she wants it?! anyway its the past le
please don't pick it up and say le kkies... just let her have a peace life (:
sign-ed off.

I rly miss you blogging about me ,everyday.. Did you see what you wrote? Sigh, but now ? you no longer love me, no longer need me .. Remember what you type? you say i'll be your wife, you wanna prove to everybody .. sigh..

2010-12-10T23:21:00.008+08:00

Fuck off and die , bastard _l_ NAH !
Today damn sianzxc, sick like hell >: Aww ,i want a boyf to care. HAHA.
Anyway , damn shag nowadays. Shant post so much kk ,very tired alr >:

Everytime you're bored, you come to me ,everytime you got her ,you treat me like invisible . What the fuck am i to you ? A toy ? Sex toy ? Or spare tyre ? Entertainer ? I spam your message ,yet you reply short reply. I rather i dont text you. & yes ,you lie again , you were w her ytd ,why say "him" only . Sigh, im rly stupid ,really stupid. For you to lie to me again and again. & im like believing everything you tell me ,suck . I shouldnt have trusted you , yeah ?

2010-12-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

Why are you always so happy with her ? You laugh like you never did when with her . What am i suppose to do ? Dont say you love me ,please. Its torturing . I know you fall in love with her already ,well go ahead . Im sure she like you too . Im speechless. I waited for you today ,yet what i get is seeing you 2 happily playing tgt. You know how my heart crack ? Boy , you play enough girls , teared many hearts . Stop it .

2010-12-08T00:55:00.002+08:00

Lalala , today hen tired youmeiyou ,woke up @ 12 plus . Used comp until 3 plus ,bathe and off to meet Cheryl ! (: Meet her at cck , i was late :x oops . Then went to eat and walk ard ,met his boyf and his friend. slack awhile ,met Xavier and off to amk ! Damn funny on train ! LOL ,reached soon . Went to base blk ,saw Wenhao KOR , lmao . He keep disiao only youmeiyou ! Then Xavier go help Junkang take number ,rofl . Unsuccessful ! ): Hmms ,then take blk le went to sell sell , cb ,got one tiko youmeiyou ,keep smile at me ,then at life lobby mah ,he say what "lailai ! " LOL ,then gimme the tiko smile ,pervert sia O.O cb ,hope wont go and knock until his door ,and luckily we didnt! LOL ,cause some never knock ,she heck care . After walking one blk ,sat down and rest. Wenhao came to find us (: Slack awhile and send Cheryl to base blk . Met Brandon ,went to eat tgt w him and Wenhao ~ they both damn bad ,brandon hit wo sommore ): bad die him . Ppl sick still want bully ,zhek ark hor -.- & he damn irritating and kp sia :X Oopx ): LOL ,then ltr he go find his lover ,me and Wenhao went back base blk wait for Xavier (: He came w Zidan. & slack thr awhile . Then SSB came ,ccb. Damn guailan youmeiyou . Then the female officer touch my butt. LMAO ! check my bag everything and stuff ,lucky i no cigg youmeiyou -.- Then Xavier and Wenhao was asked to one side to talk talk. O.o then awhile more ,went home . Took mrt home. & fuck it ,no bus -.- So gotta walk home ,hen lonely youmeiyou ): Thats all about it today ! (: Pictures up soon !

You didnt tell me anything ,i didnt know what you're thinking and feeling. You seems happy with her ,very .. What do i mean to you ?

2010-12-06T23:23:00.008+08:00

Im gonna forget these 7 months. I rly hope you're happy with her ,or perhaps ,you're alr happy with her. Hope you'll be veryvery happy okay ! (: Im gonna forget you ,although its hard ,but its worth a try . Today will be the last time i cry for you. Last time ,you'll never get to see me again . Takecare, rmb ,be happy . (: I'll put in 100% to forget you ,so dont worry about me <: rmb ,im just a playgirl . No use one , always hong tabor only . Hmms ,hate me okay , takecare. Im glad to see you smiling ,being happy now . I'll disappear from your life yeah ,i wont be a burden anymore. Just take it as we dontknow each other bah . Anyw ,im a bad girlf . You'll never be happy with me , im letting go now . For real . You lied to me again and again ,i wont give chances anymore. Or perhaps ,i wont give myself a chance to get hurt again .. Do rmb , no matter how much guys im messaging or flirting with ,my heart , there's only you . Sometimes i rly dontknow what you're thinking . You didnt tell me .Thats how we ended up this way . Thanks for this 7 months , you taught me alot of things. Promises were meant to be broken . Im killed by your words . Iloveyou . GJK . Although i rly dontwanna let go ,but what can i do ? You no longer need and love me . Its rly hard .. Kill me please . & dont blame yourself , im not fit to be your girlf ,im too lousy. But you're a very good boyf , yeah ? I rly rly love you , but you cant come back to me .. It hurts to see your fb ,you removed everything . But still ,thanks for all that you gave me . Like what others say ,if you rly love me ,you would come back to me . But you didnt , all i can do is let go . I would cry alone ,and suffer alone ,while you . Be happy alright ? What can i rly do ,to make you come back to me ... It hurts like hell .

1st day w/o you .

2010-12-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

Hoho , hi people ! Today so sianzxc at home ,Xavier didnt come and find me ): But well , i just reach home . Went to find cousin just now , slack awhile and went off with Weekiat . (:

Went to his house downstair slack ,& talk cock . Stupid sia him -_- dontwant help me buy water ): I having sorethroat okay ): So kelian youmeiyou . Then he keep playing his iphone ,tio pangseh ): Ohya ,anyone got bulldog puppy please tell me , Weekiat want ! LOL . Saw alot dogs at his house thr ,sieh cute youmeiyou ! Talked soo much with him . F ley him , he wanted me to cry , so i tear abit ,then he was like " Wa, you rly cry ah?"Shyt him ! Then slack until 10 plus ,went to buy cigg (: & sit at other places. He said he wanted to pee ,so i let him go up his house, nearby only. But he damn lame ,when he come back ,i was back facing him . He was like "boo!" then his hand on my shoulder , wtf -.- i didnt chua sai ,i knew it alr ,so got prepare ,lols . Then he fuckign tickle me , -_- Thenthenthen awhile more his friend called, so we went to sunshine place. I didnt want to go ,cause surely tio pangseh ,he sure talk t his friend one ,but he busted , he took my bag and went off. LMAO . & he carried my bag , and show me how ahgua(s) carry their bag, hahah . Laugh until die youmeiyou ! Then walk to sunshine place, his friend was rather friendly ,but didnt talk much ,i tio pangseh. At first his friend thought i his girlf -_-lll so slack thr awhile ,they all drink beer ! LOL :x Then soon ,gtg alr . Before no mrt and bus . Lmao . Before Weekiat send me to bus stop, his frined say what " Eh, admit la ,i know she your girlf. " LMAO -.- and he sent me bus stop and i went home !

Ytd was at inter waiting for bus home ,then got one guy keep smile at me -.- erxin bodoh ! ): Feel so sexually harassed. & ya ,when i was at mrt going bugis , got one bangalah keep look at me -.- cb i look back he still looking at my body ,then my face ,smlj . Like kena sexual harass youmeiyou ! LMAO.

The blade slash through my wrist like a wind , blood gushes out . I could no longer feel the pain , the pain of my heart comparing to my hand. Please be happy, alright? uoyevoli, always . (: Im tring to flirt with guys , fall in love with them ,but i cant do so . Why ? Why is there a sharp pain on my chest ? Why ? I prayed to god today ,i kenlt down , i pray to him "Please protect him ,please make him happy everyday , please dont let him cry anymore . I'll bear the punishment alone ,im too bad ,im too naughty , dont put the blame on him , god , iloveyou." The first time i ever knelt down infront of god .. I hope you're happy .

2010-12-05T15:31:00.002+08:00

Please be happy ,move on without me . Im just a fucking slut , im not worth for you to be sad or whatever. I just want you to be happy. I thought i can really smile ,but i realise ,all those are fake smiles. Im crying so badly now . Please be happy ,make those blood and tears shed for you worth it . As long as you're happy ,im happy. Find a better girlf ,who can treat you better ,love you more. I hope you'll really be happier without me . Im just useless ,make you sad ,everyday quarrel with you only . I know my stupid attitude make you like this ,well ,im sorry. Whatever you do , please be happy , promise me alright ? (: Move on without me , be happy. Find a girl ,cherish her ,love her . Lastly, i do love you . Those 7 months were not fake feelings and memories. I rly cherish them ,but now everything's gone , for once and for all . Im just a playgirl ,im not worth any tears and love . Move on happily ,alright ? Although i always ignore you ,throw temper at you ,but i swear i still love you . My feelings didnt fade at all ,yours did . Promises were meant to be broken . Forgot about those times when we quarrled ,fell in love , smile tgt ,cry tgt ,hug each other , kiss each other . Forget those times i lied on your lap , have a h2h talk w you @ g2k , been so unreasonable . Forget those times we laugh tgt ,cry tgt , do stupid things tgt . Forget those times we once swore to love each other forever , forget about all our sweettalks ,goodnight messages . Forget about how you once cried for me . Forget about me . I love you ,always .
030520100109 gone . I'll remember you ,my best boyf .

2010-12-05T01:32:00.006+08:00

I really had enough. You'll never change ,never eveer . When can you stop hurting girls ? Im sick and tired of loving you more than you even love me . Do you even care about me ? Do you ? No ,you dont . Whats the point of having this relationship? Quarrel everyday ? You think i want quarrel , you're not up to my standard ,so no point wasting time talking to you & you ,replying me short replies. Im gonna let go and move on . Throw our memories aside . Im gonna return everything you gave me . I gave you chances, you didnt cherish ,so its not my fault this time round . You can go around telling everyone i hurt you , but i dont really care. Who hurt who first? (: Just think how much i've cried for you . Lie to me again and again . I simply cant trust you . You're no longer the GJK in the past , & i never wanted you to change anymore. You're the worst boyf i ever had. Nobody hurt me this way before ,not even CMX . I wont even drop a fucking single tear for you . You're so not worth it . A leopard never change its spot. A hongster is always a hongster . Hong for all you want, i couldnt care anymore . Stop controlling me ,when i cant control you . The past you is good , now you're bad . (: I would cry so badly for the old GJK ,but not you. You'll never know how to cherish before everything's gone . I hope you'll learn to understand and cherish your next girlf . (: Dont say im your first piority when im not ,its disappointing sometimes. & just carry on your life , hate me ,despise me ,whatever. Im a cheap ,fucking slut . You know de right ?(: I dont need anybody's love , not even yours. I lovee to message guys ,flirt with them . So what? You're worst than me . (: You make me despise you for the way you treated your ex. (: Im not gonna be like them too ,crying like mad for you . I'll just move on . Same for you . Perhaps ,its rly time to let go . My heart's rly dead for you , dead for the selfish you . I never thought i would fall in love with sucha guy. You're not worth any love from any girls. Same to me , im a lousy girlf . I admit . Always break promise . So move on and find a better one. I hope my 7th month present do make sense to you . Knock your head and wakeup. (: I've never loved you. & i've not forget CMX after sucha long time .Im just a playgirl. Im only tgt with you cause of passing time. I thought you could accompany me 24hrs ,but im wrong. So im sick and tired of you now ! Im bad ,like you (: Im just a fucking playgirl you know ,i'll never change the way i am . I'm always texting guys behind your back , Christopher , Marcus , Weekiat , Kah Jie , Roger. Basically all those guys you hated. Laughs ,you didnt know right ? Now you know me ? Im jsut a playgirl . I was never serious in you. All along ,i still love CMX .

FML YEAH !

2010-12-04T01:06:00.005+08:00

Firstly ,today is me and bby's 7th month . Happy 7th month anniversary bby ! (:

Today woke up at 1 or 2 plus, spammed bby's phone for him to wakeup ,but he didnt ! ): He wokeup only at 3 plus himself ! Then i went over to his house , nua at his house until 7 plus ,he went to bathe and all ,then take bus go marina ! We walked to flyer there . Cool youmeiyou ! Singapore flyer ley , lools. Actually its not a big deal . hmms . But quite bored unstair . Nothing nice to see. So bby and i cam whore ~ & talktalk . Got ppl keep ask us help them take photo youmeiyou ,mafan ! Then after flyer, went to eat @ mac . After eating ,went to smoke and bus home . (:

Im stupid ,like seriously . A leopard never change its spots ,i finally knew what it really means. Thanks for teaching me this ,i'll rmb for the rest of my life (: Hongster never die yeah ! (Y) Im sucha stupid ,lousy girlf. Boyf do what behind me i also dk ,so laughable youmeiyou (: I thought you would rly change for me ,how stupid am i to believe every word you said.

& my current hairstyle sucks ,i know. But please dont comment (: LOL .

2010-12-02T16:14:00.001+08:00

Yo people ,me and jinkang okay alr. So dont go his blog or my tagboard scold him le ah . I misunderstood him k ,i thought he broke up w me because his feeling fade or smth ,but nope .! Ytd night he came to find me and talk things out , he cry sommore :x LOL . & yeah , we're okay now .

2010-12-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

7 months, ended . I didnt know you would let go so easily . But i hope you will be happy with her . Im really hurt this time ,you dontknow how it feels ,how can you be so selfish? I love you wholeheartedly ,what did you do ? You're selfish ,think for yourself only . Why do we always have to quarrel? Why can you change ? If you rly love her and want to be with her ,tell me . I will let go ,dont say you dont want see me sad or smlj. Stop lying to me . I rly hope you're happy . You're not the old gjk anymore ,so i wont expect anything . 7 months of feelings and memories. why did you choose to let go ? You promised you wont ever leave me ,but why is this happening ? Am i becoming like your ex now ? Yes, i think so . I will move on ,i understand im a bad girlf . But i still love you though ,rly wish you were back to me . But its impossible . Iloveyou gjk. 030520100109 gone .

2010-11-30T22:35:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday my dearest baby ! (L)

Firstly ,today's my dearest de birdday , so wish him ,happy 19th birrdday here (:

Buibui ah ,19 years old liao ley ,be more mature k ,dont always quarrel w your mother le ,learn how to control your temper ,learn to be a good son and a good husband ! hehehhe (:

Aww , today woke up at 1 plus ,then wake baby up. He come fetch me and went to his house at around 3.30 . Hmms , watch despicable me ,i realise Agnes is so fucking cute, okay i realise that like last time ,but she's really cute ! & watch until halfway went to sleep at baby's bed. Then baby kissed me twice when im asleep ,i know okay ,wtf x.x Then he went to sleep also ,and i woke up ealier than him ! Then playplay awhile with him . & he went to bathe and off we go ! went to IMM w his family ~ Baby's father drive us there , hmms . Went to eat at swensens. Baby ordered the same food as me ,and drink ~ hehe (: Order ice cream also. Baby's mother and father so cute , damn funny . Laughs ,so sweet. ): then after eating ,the ice cream came, got one candle one ,then treat it as birdday cake , he wish alr then blow off ~ Hmms . The ice cream damn naise !(: Afterthat ,baby's father sent me home ~ Slack downstair my house w baby ,then home soon .

Everything changed so much in 1 month . I just hope things can turn back into the past . I wish you knew what im thinking . Should i ,or should i not ?

2010-11-30T02:23:00.003+08:00

OMG ,imma bored so decide to post ,heheh (:
Yesterday night damn funny. Chris webcam w vaymond at my house ! Vaymond come my house ton ! Damn funny i tell you . Vay take the poster thinggy show chris , then they say whatever shyt , my sist keep laugh -_- & i hate Vay ttm ,he tell Chris i watching porn ,wtf -_- i damn pure okay ! haha ! Then actually he coming down find us, but in the end never . I was like " He got money come down meh" then he heard ,he ask me diam ,bad hor . Anyway ,watchign 1 litre of tears for the moment ,damn nice de can ! (:

& today, out with mummy ,sist ,vay & his friend . Went to bugis buy thing ,shopshop ~ & i've done my manicure, yayness ! Afterthat, vay and his friend left . Kinda bored, sist went for extension while i do my manicure . & buy thing eat then left for home soon. I freaking hate the bus ,sooo cold -.- sommore so slow -.- 1 hr + later then reach timah ,then change bus all those ,wtf. Cold die . & reached home shortly after . No pcitures again ,rawrrrrrrrr ~

& today's Bby's birddayyyyyyy ~ Wish him supersuper happy bird day! hohoho (:

2010-11-29T22:44:00.002+08:00

Gone , he's really gone . 6 months ,almost 7 months of feelings gone . Tell me what to do ? I dont wanna let go ,but i must . Anyway , Gjk , tkcare of yourself k. Dont keep work le ,dont tired yourself kkay . & go find a better girl ,who can tkcare of you ,doesnt throw temper at you , and treat you better than me . I still love you ,all the best . Sorry that i crushed all our dreams ,having a family tgt ,having 2 children , having our own house . Sorry i crushed our dreams thinking that we're always the best couple . Iloveyou . I cant believe we're throwing all our memories away . 030520100109.

2010-11-27T01:00:00.002+08:00

Hmms ,hi people . Im damn bored now . sianzxc ,anyway ,i know the anmearee hor ,keep rip my photos luh ,but its okay. Lets see how long she can continue ripping (: & how long she can hide at home sia ? She'll come out one day to show her "chio" face <: Hahaha ~

Today damn suey ,didnt sell any ice cream eh ,sad ttm hor . Damn shag and tired today also. Well, sell until halfway Cheryl's boyf came. They so sweet ,wo ye yao ~ But nobody sweetsweet with wo ): Hmms . All attitude prob one , door open bigbig but dontwant come out -.- & one more , some even more jialat. I havent even started talking abt icecream thing ,i just walk to their house only then kena reject ,shag right -.- & Xavier came to find me halfway ! (: Then pei him sell sell since Cheryl got her boyf to accompany her ,aww . Shan't disturb them also. Hehe ^^V Then never sell until. Sad ,slack at staircase awhile then went back to base blk . & then ley ,suey ttm . i thought i got money to cab home. Then on cab halfway ,i realise got midnight charge ,then sad. Not enough money ,so gotta walk home by myself, like it manzxc ,the night is still young ~ LOL. & reach home ,eateateat ,damn hungry haobuhao ! hmms .

No pictures today bahh ~

Once you broke my trust ,you gotta put in many effort to make me trust you back .

2010-11-26T01:03:00.007+08:00

O.o i finally found my cable! Peektures of my old hair ): gek xim sia. Anyway , sorry fr ytd's emo post. Heheh, i love my old GJK (: Anyway, went to work today, earn 60 , nice eh ? HAHAH . Bby's birthday coming & our 7th month coming also, broke ): Anyway, just updating peeks okie ! Likethat my blog more lively youmeiyou !

Dead.

2010-11-25T01:01:00.005+08:00

He's dead, i just realise today. I've so much to say in this post .Everything is in the past..

Nobody can ever love me so much like how he loved me . Nobody can ever stand my attitude like how he did. Nobody can care for me so much like how he did. Nobody can make me love him so much . Nobody can make me cry so horribly like how he did. Nobody will let me hit , like him ,without complains. Nobody can stand my unreasonable personality like how he did. Nobody can take the effort to wake up in the morning to text with me everyday ,like how he did. Nobody can fetch me to school everyday like how he did. Nobody can fetch me from school everyday without fail ,like how he did. Nobody lets me bully without complains ,like how he did. Nobody can ever sweet talk me they way he did. Nobody can take me to wherever i want to go ,like how he did. Nobody can stand my nonsense ,unlike him. Nobody comfort me and hug me the way he did. Nobody ever tried to not take me for granted, unlike him. Nobody smiles the way he is when he's upset. Nobody cheers himself up just to please me . Nobody ever send me sweet and long goodnight text like how he did. Nobody tried to understand me ,like how he did. Nobody act cutes with me , unlike him. Nobody ever listen to whatever i say ,unlike him. Nobody ever treated me like a human, unlike him. Nobody ever told me how much he/she loved me ,unlike him. Nobody ever tried giving me the best present i want ,unlike him. Nobody satisfy me the way he does. Nobody ever tried to meet me everyday ,just to see my smile , unlike him . Nobody can ever make me happy ,like the way he does. Nobody can show me whats true love, only him. Nobody ever came to my house outside to wait for me while im asleep & yet ,not being angry that i woke up late ,only him . Nobody cheers me up the way he does . Nobody ever gave in to me everything ,unlike him . Nobody ever does stupid stuff ,just to make me smile .Nobody can show me how important i am ,unlike him .Nobody ever spam my message just because i didn't reply for a few minutes like he does . Nobody ever spammed call me like him when im angry at him . Nobody knows my weird character ,unlike him . Nobody can bear with my scoldings ,unlike him . Nobody cherished me the way he does. Nobody is scared of me leaving ,unlike him . Nobody cries like him ,when im angry at him . Nobody ever carries all the things by himself, hiding things inside his heart ,and manage to smile infront of me , unlike him . Nobody ever carries a fake smile like he does ,to make me not worry . Nobody ever pampered me the way he did.

Summary : He's the best guy in the world , & i cant stop telling myself that . I hate myself for not cherishing whats mine before its gone. But yet ,he's gone. I can only wish like a fool ,hoping he'll return . He's dead ,no longer by my side. But still ,he's gonna be my best memory and best boyf . He's gonna be with me till my last day . Im crying , only to relief myself that he's gone , & he'll never be back .. To me , he's already dead, but to others, he may not be . I will be happy . I miss you .. Nobody can ever fucking replace him inside my heart ,no matter how good you may be . My GJK is gone , 3rdMay2010 , 1.09 am .

2010-11-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

Today so tired de can , accompany Junkang & Cheryl go sell ice cream ,almost faint i tell you. Damn tired , then slept awhile at void deck ,alone . LOL ,like crazy eh ? Hmms , then i sit until v chor lor, alot ahpek keep look-.- LOL. Okay ,summary is ,damn tired ~

& tmrw going out with Amanda ,finally manzxc ,she just cut short her hair ,i wanna see ~ aww ): & talking about this, i remember i went to salon two days ago ,to rebond and cut my hair. I super hate the salon auntie ,cut short my hair length , ccb . So gek xin sia -.- I use so many months to grow until like that de ley ,next time dont go that salon alr ,sommore cut until my hair so thick -.- Pui ! But rebonding's okay (: wanna see how i look like ? summary : UGLY ): Ugly until i wanna die ):

Hmms ,im going to do manicure soon ~ Heheh ,jealous peeps? Okay, im lame . Hmms ,so bored nowwwwwwwwwww ~ BLABLABLA . I still cant find my cable ,fuck up ttm . I cant post photos ): Aww , Jk's mother keep ask me give the dog away ,he say the dog not guai ,sommore keep any pee and poo ): Aww ,bu ren xin ): How ):

& tell you all smth damn funny ,today sellign ice cream ,i look out from the building ,i saw one yellow bright thing ,and its round. & i thought is moon , then i tell cheryl ,"Why the moon today so low ? Is that a moon?" LOL. She say " no la!" Then Junkang heard ,he say is hot air balloon or smth la . LOL , damn unglam ,then whenever we walk pass the hot air balloon , Junkang will disiao me , ask me go to the moon ,or take it down ,since its so low ,rofl ! Bad sia :x

So many chances already , you've not changed. (: Go ahead if you think your friends is more important ,i'm speechless. Do what you want ,i wont control you already (:

2010-11-21T03:24:00.001+08:00

I had enough ,mark my words.

2010-11-19T18:06:00.004+08:00

Hoho ,guess what ? Im at Bby's house now . He's gone for work ,and im waiting at his house for him to come back ,much like a wife hor ! HAHA. His mother like damn good only, keep scared i hungry , ask me eat all those ,then also got talktalk to me . Bby , im damn glad that we've cleared all misunderstandings okkeh ~ You better be like last time hor ,treat me nicenice (: I'll cherish you alotalot okkeh ,you're always my 1st piority (: Hmms , i miss you soo much now. Better come home soon (: & remember what you promise me ,if you break any ,i will scold you like how you scold me hor ~ Blehh.

Morning alr at Bby's house, he didnt went for work @ Pasta mania today ,badbad ! K la ,he's tired ,i understand, he got home at 3am+ ytd morning ,laughs. He's now working ice cream ~ Lehlehleh ~ im bored also ,watching shrek now only ,laughs. Bby ,faster create new fb okkeh ! & update your smelly blog ! Gonna watch shrek le ,byepeep !

Fucking bytch ,to you. Stop honging my boyf okay, know your limits -.-

& when are you gonna ever keep your promise ? I dont even know how many fucking times you've lied to me . (:

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Mummy, i knwo you're always worried about me . But this time im gonna defy you,. Im not coming home today, you want you can call police. Just let me clam myself down , i dont wanna go home & cry again. & you nagging like shyt . Im sorry im not an obedient girl , im not independent . Just lemme think thru ,i'll be back home soon.

2010-11-19T00:20:00.003+08:00

O.o i decide to open my blog already ,hehaho ! (: Anyway ,im goona scold somebody. Not disclosing name . Youuuuu ! Who are you to tell my friends im an "Ahlian" & asking them to stay away from me ? Laughs ,aren't you an "Ahbeng"too ? Laughs ,having such full tattoo on your back ,laughs . Which part of me looks like ahlian -.- You're the one who looks like an ahbeng okay -.- Ploease la ,you dont even know me well ,whoa re you to judge me manzxc? So waht if i used to love you like oh my god ,its already in the past (: I always thought you're a good person ,but in that case no -.- Have fun playing with your girlf (:

Anyway ,i want night life luh ): Today went to meet baby then meet Peishyan. Went to Peishyan house audi . 3 hours okkeh ! LOOL. Talked alot with her , h2h talk yknow (: Laughs. Her mother keep rushing me home cause its damn late -_- Im so envy of her ! Alvin treats her like a princess ,and too protective! I like (Y) HAHA , baby ,im trying to hint you something ,* winks (: Hmms ,boring much these days . Any girls wanna go out with me ? (: hehehe ! I cant upload photos cause i lost my cable ): & im lazy too ,stay tune peeps ! Once i found my cable,haha ! Got alot photos already okeh (: & i wanna go hongkong soon ! I wanna go disney land ,i wanna stay in the hotel :X LOL , actually ,im going on 19th december , sianzxc. Mummy said the weather will be so cold , must wear more jacket. Im gonna bring baby's jacket along ! (: Hmms ,i want go sit aeroplane also , damn song ! Sommore the lunch ,dinner soooo nice (: Lalala . I wanna job so badly, i dont wanna stay at home all day doing nothing . Im lazy to do my holiday homework ): Hmms , anyone got job for me ? Fyi, im only 14. So dont ask me to be promoters, etc . I wanna do flyer job ,anyone got lobang ? (: Haha , if have tag me on my guestbook okies (:

Imma so sianzxc now . I wanna go universal studio ,i wanna go escape again ,i wanna go sit s'pore flyer ~~Hmms .. Im going rebonding soon ! Yayness ! (: Hair straight straight again ,nice ! (Y) Seriously ,my blog looks damn plain without pictures -_- but i cant find my cable ): sad ttm hor , anyway ,continue tagging me ~Im backkkkkkkkkkk !

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Yay, i found some pictures, taken on tuesday (: Desiree birdday ! Forgot to blog about it . Anyw , it was a very fun day ~~ firstly ,meet Mel, Des & Dhri . Trained to woodlands . On the train ,i keep disiao Dhiri only , cause i dont understand what he's talking ,but thats the truth (: Then hor reached alr ,went to Ajisen ,Narinpal , Sam, Haiyang , Jialei & Glenna all there. When des say Glenna she hug her and scream so loud. LOL ,thats a surprise anyw . We lied to her that Glenna got cca cannot come , hahah ! Then all of them ordered food ,i didnt ate any , (: Drink plain warm water only (: Then Des spilled her lemon tea on me ): Kelian ,eevrytime seat beside her will kena one ,so better dont! HAHA ,joking ! After that ,i went to sit beside Narinpal (: Then he like eat until so xinku ,then i asked ", mel they all say "Because you sitting beside him mah"rofl ,sad ttm . Anyway ,he damn bad ,use dontknow whose phone go my facebook ,read out all that i've type. Laughs , then awhile more pay and left. ~ I think Ajisen is a cheater ,the GST & Service charge so high, idw eat there anymore ): hmms, then disiaoing Narinpal . I wanted to threw a sweet wrapper on him ,but Jialei sitting beside him ,so i accidentally threw at Jialei ,he gimme that diao face, ): & we went to arcade ,playeed ddr ! Hmms ,watched movie ! Watched red. I dont think nice ): Anyway ,after watching for 1 hour ,i left the cinema and went to look for Lincoln @ Westmall . Then meet alvin ~ Thats all bah , then i go home ? Lols.

& yesterday ,went to ahma's house. So glad to see her smiling ! (: Used Uncle's comp awhile and decided to watch "Xia dao xiao"Old movie, but i like it ,cause about ghost also ,hahah ! But then ,watch until half way cannot watch le ,wtf ): Watched "Red cliff 2 " awhile more ,went home ,uber tired that day .

2010-11-17T19:34:00.004+08:00

3rd day . I rly dont know what to type or say. You dont read my facebook nor blog . Whatever it is , i still dont like you to work . I rather you had no money . I just want to go back to those times when we're happy together ,like every day and seconds . & just you by my side. Why cant we ? I rather i go work then you ,working all day without ,cannot meet me all these. You dont know how it feels . You're working now, and im at home . Nobody knows how i feel , i want to cry out loud so badly ,but my family members are at home -_- i didnt want them to be worried. I feel so helpless everyday ,nobody knows. Nobody ever spared a thought for me ,and ask me " Are you okay ?" nobody did. I'm just left alone ,crying every night . Nobody knows. People says "Time heals everything" but to me ,it is not healing . I have to stay at home all day long ,i cant meet anyone . Sucha boring holiday. I wanted you to spend time with me during holiday . & you're going ns soon i suppose ,why are you working instead of accompanying me ? I know my thinking is selfish. But i couldn't help but to type all these. Nobody cares. Im soon gonna private this blog . Nobody will be invited , sorry . Ohya ,i just forgot, i wanna starve myself to death , i havent eat for 2 days alr ,pro me ! I wanna die luh ,life is so meaningless without you . why cant you go back to those times ? You'll never ignore me ,never scold me ,never take my words for granted & you'll never not listen to wahtever i tell you to do .. Just lemme die ,nobody will care.

If one day i die ,i dont wish anybody to cry for me. This is what i choose ,i've gotta accept it. I loved him too much , but i realise everything i've done is wasted . I know your feelings faded ,i know everything ,i didnt want us to quarrel ,so i didnt say only .. Im feeling so insecure . why am i crying every night ? You know how it feels? too terrible , i just wanna die quickly .. Gjk ,remember ,i'll always love you ,no matter what happens. I know i havent been a good girlf ,everytime make you sad only ,dk how to cherish you ,dk how to be independent . But i just want a boyf who can love me and dote on me . As you know my past ,i've been played alot of times already .. I rly wish you can love me more. You never used to ignore me ,you see the change in you ? I rly dontwant you to work ,but whatever i say ,you wont listen. So its pointless. What i can do is to blog my feelings here. I hope nobody will ever read this . you're just too important to me , you meant the whole world to me . I know i always break my promise to you , imma bad girlf , i know . but i thought you would still love me . Im bad ,rlyrly bad . I think God hates me. I finally knew the feeling of being unloved and ignored. So terrible im gonna die. I want you to know, im very weak and sensitive person. I can understand you ,but why cant you ? I rly love you ,you see..

2010-11-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

Sigh , 2nd day . I can sense something wrong, your feeling is fading ,did i do soemthing wrong ? Did i hurt you too much ? Its only myself to blame , i created this problem . I wish ,someone knew my past. Or rather , someone who knows what im going through my past . But nobody ever did . I thought you knew , but i realise you dont . It takes a second to know me ,but years to understand me. I've been veryvery unhappy ? Did you notice, you didnt . You only care about work, i understand its for our dog. But i rather you do pasta mania full time . Sigh , you rly dontknow how it feels like to stay at home all day , alone . If your feeling fade ,just tell me ,dont lie to me ? Im feeling so helpless now. You know ? You dont know . Do you know im feeling so damn insecure ,nope . You dont know . Do you know how im feeling ,nope . You dont . Nobody can comfort me . Im seriously lost ,idk waht to do . I can only endure whatever feeling that is hurting me way too much . I rly wished you care for me .. Rlyrly wish . Whatever it is ,we can never be back like last time ,when we were so happy . Did you even spare a thought for me ?

First day without you .

2010-11-15T10:52:00.003+08:00

Today is the 1st day without you ,im still struggling to keep life on . I feel like dying nw. I've been spamming your text since yesterday ,you didnt reply. I know ytd night your phone no batt. But now ? I can even call thru your phone ,why aint you replying me ? Please ,i know im in the wrong, i should have trusted you . Im sorry . Please just call me back or reply my message hao mah ? You make me feel like dying , im so helpless now . Nobody can cheer me up except you. ): Please , just reply me . I feel lik crying every ssecond out so badly . I swear you're always the sweetest thing in my life. Im sorry about ytd evening ,i post all that rubbish ,so hurtful. But its because im angry. Forgive me can ? Can you reply me ? I know im wrong already ,give me a chance ? I swear i wont be so unreasonable already. I rly appreciate those stuffs you did for me. Our 1st month ,you drew me my fav disney character ,baby mickey. I still keep it . Our 2nd month ,you gave me a bottle , full of hearts , including 3 stars inside ,which wrote " Wo Ai Ni" . I still keep it . Third month , you bought us a couple tee. I still have it . 6th month ,you promised to bring me to flyer but you didnt ,and i spoiled that day. I still want out 7th month to come ,okay? I will be waiting for your message . Please , im so sorry. sincerely sorry.

2010-11-14T19:36:00.002+08:00

Why guys like to two time so much ? They dont think their girlf is alr very good to him ? Very nice to him ? Or pretty enough for him ? Seriously la ,bang wall la hor . Who are you to time me manzxc? Seriously ,you take me fr granted isit ? & stop denying la , if you never send her this kind of message ,who did ? MOFO , think then talk la , dont tell me got ghost go inside help you message those fb girls -.- When can you stop lying ? You're still the same ,hongster. Fucking hongster. I rly thought you've changed you know . But what did you show me ?! Seriously ,if you didnt type that message, who did ? -.- & its at november 7 . you take me as a fool ? -.- seriously ,get a life . Im not gonna that kind of innocent and stupid girl . (:

2010-11-11T09:57:00.003+08:00

Wtf you want ? Yesterday you were okay ,after getting home ,you complain complain complain . If you think you're pathetic ,what about me ? You've friends ,i dont have ! & he was the one who accused me ytd , i ran off cause im about to cry ,can ?! Why you keep thinking that you're the pathetic one . You're sad , & you didn't tell me anything ,how on earth am i suppose to comfort you ?! You just dont know how much i cried yesterrday , i keep playing our fav song in your mp3 , repeatedly . I felt im useless being your girlf , only know how spend your money all that . You just dont know how much it hurts , put yourself in my shoes then . Im sorry for not listening to your complains and comfort you. You didn't tell me anything .. You can only talk to your fav soft toy , what about me ?! Who can i talk to ?! Nobody ! I've lost all my friends. Sommore ytd he say until i so jiatlat ,you never help speakup ,i nevermind already . What more do you want ? Haven't i give in alot ? You've got manymany friends ,who can comfort you , what about me ?! "i think if i didn't appear in your life, you will be much more happier compared to now. " you know how hurting it is tos ee you type this . Seriously ,im the pathetic one ,you're not helpless ,you just choose not to be helped by some one else .

21st birthday !

2010-11-06T14:16:00.005+08:00

OMG ,cake ! Its my birthdayyyyy ~~~~~ Whee , K im only joking . Im not 21 yet ,far way to go . Anyway ,ytd is ahwei's birthday ?Alot people went, especially his relatives and more .

This guy is soooo funny. He teach us a game ,damn funny one . You see ah . Its like im suppose to givee you an answer ,like " Shyt " Exammple. Then when i ask you a question ,you must reply me with the answer i give you without laughing . Like wtf, he give those funny funny words. But i gek ,i never laugh (: & 2 more games ,like i say 1 word " Shyt" the 2nd person must say twice ,like "shytshyt" and third person must say"shytshytshyt". & so on , the person who couldn't catch up or speak wrongly will be punhishedddddd ! & the hand description one , like its my turn. I say " Those who wear specs" Then those ppl who wear specs must fold one of their finger down ,at the end ,if you got no more fingers left *sounds so wrong :X* Will be punished. Yeah ,3 games . I ate super much of hotdog ytd ! Buibui help me ppeel prawn prawn . & chicken wing ,haha ! & they bought chivas too ! But i only had one sip ,baby didnt allow me to have more (:

& the bbq ,the chicken taste soooooo nice! (: Still got sotong ,prawns ,hotdog ,fish and dk what . Laughs .

Me ,xavier, Buibui & The funny guy . LOL :x & yeah, aft bbq ,accompanied baby to harbourfront for his work meeting. Cb make me wait so long ,talk cock so much, i want go slap the manager alr la ): Sian ,then reach home only at 1 plus . Shag die ,used comp awhile and slp ! (:

& I didnt manage to get my dog ,ppl bomb me ): Cb sia ,i never ever bomb ppl ,why ppl bomb me now sia . Pekchek. Now found another maltese ,but i like yorkshier more ley ,but its oaky, maltese also cute! Laughs ,not gonna blog anym ,byeeeee (:

Emotional.

2010-11-04T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hmms ,its been so long since i last posted. I like lost interest in blogging already ley ): Hmms ,but will still try to blog when im bored ttm ,like now ! Baby's offline ,cause his brother want use comp , he cant use ): Anyway baby ,happy 6th month anniversary. Cant believe we've walked so far tgt already. Its been half a year already ! (: Our love will continue to last forever okay (: You'll be my one and only . Sorry i spoiled today's plan ,i wasn't feeling well yea. Actually it doesnt matters where i am, as long as you are with me , hehaho ! I so sweet right ,laughs . Bhb :x I love you so manymany ! Im gonna be your future Mrs Goh ! (:

& yeah ,tmrw getting doggy le , schnuazer (: But its not my fav breed, i love yorkshier terrier more ,but its like damn expensive, no people want sell cheap. Nowadays people so niao ,want give away for adoption still need money one ,money face eh -.- Like sell dog away for money only , like so bo xim right -.- Hmms, im not saying this because i cant get a terrier ,but its like the fact ,or perhaps, my own opinion. And omg ,i scared the dog will crycry ,cause he's like leaving his owner and coming stay @ my house ,sure cry one . & i have to play with him until he sleeps. Lets hope he'll sleep early. & dont anyh bark ,if not mummy scold me until no tmrw ): & yes ,tmrw going get my streaming results. So scared la ): Scared can get the subjects i choose . Wish me good luck peeps ! Hmms ,not posting so much pictures nowadays le ,lazy take photo ,but tmrw i sure take photo and update my bloggie (: Stay tune peeps !

&& I want complain complain complain ! HATE HIM TTM. Dontknow why la ,sucker . Once he got close friend ,he'll stick to her/him and forget about his old friends like us (: & thats what he did when he got girlf ! Woah & he call himself true friend. & sommore, he's a guy with girlf. Everytime say love his girlf, in the end ,go girl's house ton. Dont even care abt what your girlf will feel eh ?-.- Just imagine he come one guy's house ton , put yourself in her shoes. Im not trying to be a kpo abt your relationship ,but listen. Girls have their dignity -.-

&& SAMUEL YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Dont friend you alreadyyyyyy !

Anyway baby ,

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY ! LUBLUB YOU ! ^^V

^^V

2010-10-30T15:26:00.003+08:00

Hey people ,i'll be posting very little nowadays. Casue working to save money yah . So any urgent things jsut contact me (: I'll still be able to online though .

Well ,its holidays already. Omgggggggggggg. & 2E2 is gone .Hmms ,very sad luh . anyway ,thanks all my loveable classamates , thanks for helping me , encourgaging and much more through out these 2 years. Will miss all of you yeah. & sorry for not attending the bbq ,not free plus damn far canzxc ):

For those 2E2 classmates which im not very close with : Thanks for these 2 years, very memorable yah . I do hope you do well next year. Will remember y'all (:

Melissa/Glenna/Desiree: Hey bytches! Laughs ,alot of memories of us going out tgt yah , must remember those memories hor ,meet up soon during holidays ! Gonna miss you 3 muchmuch. Think wont be in same class next yr alr ,due to my lousy results ): Anyway ,goodluck nexy year yeah . Remember to miss me hor , (: Smuackx! ^^V

Dhiri/Narinpal: Thanks for all your silly joes when im bored during science lessons and maths lessons. Thanks for your ghost stories too ,laugh ^^V Thanks for all your cheerup's when im sad yeah . Will miss them alotalot next yr !
Otherboysclassmates: Kay, i think you all v funny during lessons too ,make me laugh like mad sometimes, haha ,goodluck next yr !

Damn it manzxc, who giving away puppy tell me ley, i want ): Im so despo for dogs ! ROFL . gonna work soon ,miss me peeps (:

bycthhhhh

2010-10-25T21:10:00.008+08:00

LOL ,this fucking bytch used me and my boyf's photo ,and claim its her and her boyf's photo. ROFL. Well ,im gonna to her house str8 to talk to her . WTF manzxc. Whats wrong with her ? That time use my photo still not enough ? -.- FUCK SIA.. Everyone help go her facebook report her . Both is her fake profile .Dont be fooled by her looks people -.- She disgust me seriously.

http://www.facebook.com/?sk=messages#!/AhTINGLuvszxc
http://www.facebook.com/?sk=messages#!/Amandalynz

90229135 is her nunmber ,anyone is free to spam call or prank call (:
Anyone not i never give chance ,its the 2nd time alr. -.- piss me off seriously. Why keep want use ppl's photo -.-

http://typical-next-door-bitch.blogspot.com/

Endurance.

2010-10-19T20:35:00.003+08:00

Whoo ,very long never update alr. OMG LA ,i failed my maths, science and home econs . Mummy gonna be veryvery disappointed. Sigh. Its not that i didnt study well ,i did . I study like hell for history ,yet i only got 60 /100-.- Nice, this prove that even if you study well also no use (: Argh ,mummy's gonna be disappointed. I feel so guilty .. Mummy's nagging me now alr , for my maths . Sigh ,she gave me tuition and all . Then i still fail my maths . Blame it on me ): I didnt study hard enough. Sorry mummy ): Imma bad girl ,i didnt work hard ):
My english : 57.5/100
Maths:23/100
Sc:23/100
HE:36/100
Art:55/100
Chinese:68/100
History: 60/100

& today ,got to key in my streamiing choices. I choose POA, Combine sci, & art -.-

Anyway ,just gonna update very shortly . Yay ,im gonna have a new dog soon . (: 2 weeks or so . TEEHEE . Im gonna cuddle her everyday. But sadly ,he's staying at baby's house. ARGH): He's 300 bucks . But he's really cute lor. He dont bark de ,damn guai. I like (Y) Sommore damn active ,whee (:

Kidshyyt (L)

2010-10-15T23:01:00.005+08:00

Whoo, long time no update alr .Due to exam period anddd lazy to . LOL . Anyway ,today is the last exam , song manzxc (: Happydie. But i kinda worry for my results ): Scared i dont do enough well for my promotion to express ): Anyway ,shant think too much alr (: Afterall ,exams overrrrrrrrrrr ! ^^V

Today went prawning againzxczxczxc. Its really fun i think .Well, today caught 12 only . Lincoln came along w me and buibui . Talk cock much . Soon ,3 hrs passed. Went to bbq the prawns and eat . I know very zhekark okay ! ): Then after eating ,went to eat @ restaurant above. Damn nice only the food . (: & i was super hungry ,ate alot . Oops :X Hmms ,after eating ,left that place & bused to buibui's house downstair . Lincoln went home to bring his dog come. Scary only, damn big . Xia si wo -.-I scared until almost cry . &i dnt like bigbig dogs. Bark so fierce only . I prefer small and cute dogs ,hehaho (: Then Lincoln kept his dog far away from me . But he keep disiao la -.- Make me damn scared only . After 1 hr or so ,Lincoln brought his dog home (: Finally ,peace for me . Slack with Xavier and Buibui . Awile more went home also (:

Gonna audi with buibui soon ! (: Talking abt someone spoils my mood. Actone very kelian -.- Then rl ley ,anyh scold people . Like fuck la -.- Anyh only. Act so weak and pitiful infront of guys only ,to me ley ,shout ,attitude ,demanding -.- Hmms ,dont talk abt her le ,spoil mood only . Wish she fucking rot in hell only manzxc. Treat ppl like dog only. So old alr still want bytch abt your "best friends" & act like nothing happen the next day ,-.- K DONTWANT SAY ALRRRRRRR ):

Littlest things

2010-10-09T21:14:00.009+08:00

Baby and i quarrled today ,sadsadsad ): Anyway ,we're okay now . Baby ,dont quarrel again le okay . ): Lublub you !

Went baby's house today ,play audi, watch show . Then he sent me home (: Shall blog other days since im hungry nowwwww. Going eat lee (:

Reminisce

2010-10-07T22:28:00.001+08:00

I didnt know what to say or do .

Whoo ,exams coming . & im fucking scared. Yet i dont have the heart to study. I keep telling myself to work hard ,but it isn't effective. ): STRESS TTM ):

happy 5th month (:

2010-10-03T21:46:00.007+08:00

Happy 5th month anniversary baby ! (: Loveyouloveyouloveyou . Its hard to believe we've walked so far together yah (: Been through many difficulties and sweet times .But we're still together yah . We should quarrel lesser yeahs . Dont so easy jealous haobuhao ! Im only youts la , my Gohbuibui ! Although sometimes being with you very xinku ,but i'll hold on tight alright (: Well ,we still have many many years to go on yah ,dont ever let go (: 03052010 forever yeahh (: Heartzxcyou baby ,loves .

Today Samuel bomb us ,damn hate him . wont ever jio him out already . Fuckup ,make me and Gohbuibui so dulanzxczxczxc. Well ,today went to Khatib for prawning . Damn fun actually. Caught one only ,but got people give us 2 ,so only 3 total ,omgomg. We spent 2 hrs plus on 3 prawnnys ): But one of it is i catch one okay (: Baby didnt catch any ): Aww ): LOOL , bought french fries while catching ,eat and drinkdrink . hmms ,awhile more went home already (:

Ilovemyboyf

2010-10-01T22:07:00.007+08:00

Whee ,time flies so fast, & today is me and my beloved candy's 2nd year already ! Horhorhor ! Happy die hor candy ! Laughs . Although we never meet up so much already ,and never contact much already ,but i love her okkeh ! 2 years already , 1st october our date ! Children's day. LMAO . Candy ,lets work hard for our eoys and meet up during holidays okie (:

My chiobu candy ! * heartzxcheartzxc

Well ,i havent been blogging much since the past few days . EXAM ley, must study liao me .I hope i'll pass all my subjects if possible . Anyway ,me and buibui's 5th month coming in 2 more dayssssss (: Hehaho ! Happy diezxc. Anyway today meet baby and Xavier ,went to tampines collect my shirt, then bus back batok meet Xavier . Talk cock with each other ,time flies fast . Soon ,time to go homeeeee (:

Shall blog when i have more time kkay (: Tag me more peopleeeeee ~

Kisses much ,.

2010-09-26T22:24:00.006+08:00

Whoo ,i havent been blogging days . Well ,its time to clear those webs from my blog ,laughs . Anyway ,went out w family + GohBuibui today. Anyway , GohBuibui is baby's new nick! Laughs! Cute right (: Hmms ,i cried today like hell ,felt so stress for the upcoming exams ): Well , went out to cine . Bought movie tickets for "Devil" & i manage to sneak in . (: Well, its okay lah. But the plot kinda lame -.- i rate it 2/5 total. After watching movie ,went to eat @ Suki Sushi. (: Damn full de lazxc. After that went home (:

Exams coming ,im fucking scared.

Loves.

2010-09-22T22:11:00.007+08:00

Yesterday meet baby again ! (: Okay ,i everyday meet him one . Well ,he fetched me to school today. He came to fetch me under my house ,bus to westmall meet Amanda & Lincoln . Then ate @ mac (: & Saw Weichen ,my beloved sonnnn ^^V . & smoke then headed to school . Lessons are boring as usual . But i gotta pay atttention ! & i did ! I even copy notes hor . But i must make sure i revise also. ROFL . Digital art ,went to comp lab. Use Ebuddy and chat with baby ^^V Teehees . Bored die. Then after school ,go settle something . DOG SIAL , WeeoOwee ~ Then Lincoln damn agitated and cute , hahha ! (: Thenthen went home change and meet Xavier & Samuel @ 140 there. Slack slack talktalk ,go buy thing eat slack @ Playground. Baby damn cute la ,keep act cute with me. Keep carry me also . LOL. Then headed to 111 & mac. Bought my fries and took cigg and went off (:

Today baby fetched me after school. Headed home to bathe and change. Meet Peishyan laopo & Xavier they all. Slack and ddr . Soon xavier they all went . Me, Samule , Baby & Peishyan slacked at g2k .Peishyan left shortly after. Awhile more ,i headed home ! (:

BLABLABLA

2010-09-20T21:05:00.005+08:00

Changed msn again ,cause my msn keep got prob, dont blame me ,blame my lappy . Anyway ,for those who want to add me ,v.luvzxcyou-@hotmail.com . Only those who know me add me okay. Will be rejecting stranger's request.

Today meet baby. Slack all the way (: Went to lot 1 buy fake lashes then went back batok shelter meet Minjie ,Cass , Xaiver, Jess they all . (: Chitchat awhile ,went to buy mac eat . Then slack again. Tmrw's Samuel birthday. Happy birthday to him anyway (: Tmrw going ktv celebrate his birthday ! sure got photos one ! Stay tune peeps ! (:

Memories .

2010-09-18T23:09:00.005+08:00

Hmms ,updating now. Cause too bored. Baby havent online pei me play sudoko ): Anyway ,tmrw he's working with Xavier they all. Hope he can takecare of himself ,kinda worry for him -.- Hmms, so bored now . Today woke up at 9 , ate my mac breakfast and went back to sleep. Baby say 10am reach my house one ,in the end he 10am wakeup ,cute hor ? ROFL. Then he came over my house @ 11 plus . Watch show tgt . Then bathe and prepared ,went over to his house .Wanted to sleep but then Samuel come already. So go his house downstair pei him slackslack. Watch house also ,damn bored. Then played "Dairy Dash" @ baby's laptop . & Xavier came shortly after . Chat chat awhile and went up baby's house. Played with Ahpui ,she cute dieeeee ^^V HAHA. Baby went to buy maggie mee for us. Then cook and eateat ,yummy (: & went to baby's room sleepsleep. (: Afterwards went to smoke and bla. Went to buy sweet then bus to my house there slackslack. After awhile went home . Miss my baby so muchhie now . (: Aww , ):

Hello hello baby ~

2010-09-15T21:48:00.008+08:00

Sorry for not updating these days. Well, i have photos to upload. I cut bangs already, awesome ! (: Well, out with baby these few days. Went to his house to visit Ahpui today ! Whee ,miss her alotalot ! Met Peishyan Laopo today also ,sorry have to pangseh you. * guilty guilty ): Dont angwee k ): Arcade ddr 2 rounds, tired die . & Mac breakfast with baby , Lincoln & Amanda today . Well, help me choose which clothes should i buy kkay ? Tag me on my tagboard (: Kkay , very tired already . Miss my baby alotalot nowwwwwwww (:

Help me choose which one nicer ): Click on the image for larger view.

& my new hair cut ,BANGSSSSSSSSS (:

Heartless.

2010-09-11T22:51:00.004+08:00

Today is oh so tired day . Im freaking sick now. Having a bad headache but still blogging for my blog readers ^^V good right. ROFL , kay anyway ,Huizhen baby meet me today ! (:

Morning wokeup @ 10 ,baby came over my house and accompany me ,did my homework (: Yay ,imma good girl !(: Then bathe and went over to his house . Played with Ahpui ,she damn fat now only ,cute dieee ^^V But hor ,she keep bite bite me also ): I didnt go anything she also bite ): Then went to westmall eat mac plus find Huizhen and Samuel .Then ate at mac, smoked also . Then bus back to baby's house. Played with Ahpui ,while baby and Samuel play dk what game. Me and Huizhen at there disturb Ahpui. ROFL. Then played Rewujie ,soon, felt so sianzxc. Decided to go down play Badminton . (: Then play until very tired. Baby and me both sick sick ): Then he went up bathe then sent me home (:

FUCK LA

2010-09-10T20:43:00.003+08:00

Cb ,so what if you're my mother? Please la ,what you can do is to nag me everyday after i get home uh ? Laughs , its been so long . You insult me , talk things about me to other relatives ,compare me to cousins and shyt. Do you really think you're a mother ? Nah . Stress me with homework only (: Whats the use if i dont have the heart to study ,how you gonna stress me and make sure i'll get flying colours ? -.-lll I really wanna leave this home . You said im shameless , close the door with boyf inside a room only what . & im bathing hello ?! & JK is only lying on bed sleeping . What you think ? Think we'll have sex inside ? Please la -.- Say im shameless or what , i've been tolerating for a very long time. Fuck ,go nag my sist la ,why jitao everytime nag me only ?! Cause she have attitude and i dont ? LAUGHS ! Ohyes ,keep compare my boyf with my sist's boyf huh . So what if my boyf is not rich ,so what if he cant bring me to wherever i want to go ,or do ? So , do you know whats love ? If you really love someone ,you dont care so much. Please la ,think in my shoes . Dont say im small yet ,immature yet . So what if im really immature . But i think more than you do . Dont say you pamper me . Buying whatever i want ? So ,that comes with conditions ? WHAT FUCKING HELL YA ? You'll buy me Satio if i quit smoking ,fuckyou yeah. I will not . Since you say until likethat. Everything comes with conditions yeah ? Am i your daughter or your friend ? I know you meant well. Oh ,what about school work and my studies ? Stressing me like fuck ,im not clever i admit. But whats the use of stuffing me with homework ,tuition if i dont even have a heart to study ? Shyt you okay. Go learn how to be a better mother before you come and nag me okay -.- Seriously go do some reflection , does a good mother insult her own daughter? -.-

Baby ,i need you now !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

Scariest .

2010-09-08T21:32:00.002+08:00

Really ,we shouldnt have been so curious and go to that super wulu haunted house @ dairy farm . Super scary. We went there at morning today. We even enter the house -.- Okay ,did feel someone staring at us ,but he just cant be seen . Anyway ,there was a story behind the house. There lived a worshipper of dark magic guy there , super scary. But he die already la -.- Got blood stains on the floor also ,damn it -.- Really freaky. Dont go there please . Its like veryvery eerie. Amanda can feel something and she told us about it ,really ,scary. I wont go there again , & its like super wulu there , no bus stop or what -.- Need walk veryvery far . & its like Xavier , Me ,Amanda, Baby & Samuel went into the house. All of us except Xavier felt something weird. For me ,i felt super eerie all of a sudden when im taking pics of the house using negative effect. Cause baby and Xavier decided to go inside the house and stay for 5 minutes . & Amanda took video using negative effects ,and i just used my phone camera . Well ,did shot something eerie ,but deleted . SUPER SCARY LAAAAAAAAAA ): Baby and Amanda felt someone staring at us ,but baby told me he really saw a man in the forest likethat ,looking at us . While Amanda felt that someone is standing beside Samuel ,freaky.

Anyway ,slack at the shelter there awhile and Samuel's dad use car fetch us to BPP . Ate mac there and smoke smoke . Then walk around BPP then bus home . (: Im feeling freaky now . Wish baby at my side now ):

Freakyyy

2010-09-08T00:24:00.008+08:00

Today is the freakiest day . Shall talk about it later . Well ,today meet Amanda. (: she cab over to fetch me @ my house then went to fetch baby ,then went to Jp ,wait for Xavier come. Bought movie tickets then slack at blk downstair. Awhile more ,went back Jp watch movie. & go slack @ blk downstair again . Talked about ghost and bla ,freaky . Then talktalktalk ,talk until one haunted house @ dairy farm. Decided to go there. Seriously regret the decision .

Anyway ,went there ,it was like 8 plus at night already. ): I reach there ,dont wanna go there at all , -.- sibeh dark ,no light along the path ,totally freak you out . But they persuade me to go -.- Then Samuel came ,so walk to the house tgt ,its like damn dark all along ,we have to use phone torchlight. & walk till there, Xavier and baby saw and sense something ,jitao run . I at there blur dao -.- Sommore so steep -.- slope eh , the floor all is rock ,uneven lor. I scared fall down ,then keep ask them dont run , LOL. But still run afterall . Walked out the freaky path then . Reached place where got people one ,finally clam down and Xavier told us what he saw and feel. Baby told us what he felt too. Damn eerie -.- Seriously ,dont go there and check the place out at night ,sibeh dark ,i can say ,no lights at all . Even Xavier ,those kind of dare devil ,also scared la -.- But anyway ,Amanda ,me ,Xavier , Baby gonna go there again tmrw MORNING ! Lincoln coming too ,hope nothing happen. Swts . Scarier than OCH a thousand times de canzxc -.- Hmms, baby and Xavier tonning now ,and im at home . Gonna orhorh soon . (:

Anyway ,got my new contact lens ytd. Make my eye go O.O ,big de canzxc -.- Like it manzxc . Baby wear contacts so cute de la ,i sumpa. Eyes bigbig ,like hamham ! HAHHA . Seriously ,im still very freakout ,i swear i'll never go that place at night again. Its like i reach there see the path no lights already freak out lo ,dont feel like going in liao -.- At first ,we went to ask those angmoh at the park outside drinking all these ,then one guy come kpo ask us what we gonna do up there -.- then say what remember wear condom -.- SIAO -.- Anyway ,shant blog anymore for today (:

Kisses & hugs (Y)

2010-09-05T00:20:00.007+08:00

Aww ,im so tired now ,but im gonna blog before i sleep . K ,today slept till 1 plus then wake up ,kena nag by babeyyy ): Then meet him for movie. Haunted changi ,abit fake neh -.- Not nice at all . Wasted money manzxc. Then went to g2k ,saw Junkang they all. Then smoke and blah. Follow them somewhere ,smoke and slacked then went to 111 there fidn babey's friend . Slack ,chitchat and talktalk. Went to playground ,played the swing and the turnturn thing . Make me dizzy only ): Then awhile more went home . (:

4 months of love . (L)

2010-09-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today is me and baby's 4th month together ,happy die (: Love him darn lots . Wish we can stay likethat forever eh (: He's super duper cute today ! Although we didnt celebrate our 4th month today ,but little things he do satisfy me (: Like his act cute face , hoho ,love die him today (:

Baby ,im like saying the same thing over and over again. But thanks for tolerating me thru these 4 months. I know i keep attitude you luh ,& you've been trying hard to accept it (: well, congrats ,you're the first to pass the test ,i supa supa love you ! (: 4 months ,slow and fast . We've been thru lots of arguements and hard times . Been thru sweet times too . Wish we can stay sweet all the time . We broke up for a few hours the other time cause of a quarrel. Like i say ,im really very xinku when i quarrel with you . Tight inside my chest ,yet i cant vent my anger on you . I can do nothing but to just ignore you Lastly, i gave in cause i thought about you ,how you're feeling ,hopeless and helpless . I feel myself being so cruel ,so i forgave you ,hehaho (: Im sucha forgiving girlf . Although you cant buy me things that i like or what ,but little things you do cant be bought with money ,and they made me very happy (: Like those act cute faces you did with me , im childish i admit. But i like . Seriously happy ,cause nobody ever did this with me since my pri sch friend ): Anyway , im really happy with you ,except those times when we quarrreled. You're the best boyf in the world, at least to me . (: So happy to see that everyone says we can last very long . Though when im with you ,im still not over him ,but you can make me forget him in sucha short period of time being with you . You're great (Y). I wont wanna let go of sucha good boyf. Though sometimes you're being very sensitive ,but i like. At least i know you care ,you're jealous when i contact boys . You make me feel loved ,seriously. None of my ex make me feel loved before -.- You're not like any other boys . You would do things which i like ,together with me. You will try to satisfy me even though you dont have much money. You'll sacrifice your own lunch for mine . You'll use all the money your mother have gave you a day to buy whatever i want to eat. You would hug me to sleep , you will scold me when im wrong and correct me . I love you for who you are . Baby ,we still have many many years to walk on together , we wont give up on each other yeah ? (: AND ,

Happy 4th month anniversary (:

Today went school ,was coughing like dog -.- K ,now much better. Then had boring lessons . ): & after school didnt attend cca ,cause wasnt feeling well . & meet baby though . Went to find Xavier @ Amy's house . Jess was there too . Then chit chat ,slack and talk cock ,keep hitting Xavier. LOL. Xavier damn stupid make us laugh like hell only . LOL. He cook maggie mee in a very special way ,use microwave -.- Then most stupid one ,he open the hot microwave and just stick his bare hands inside to take the maggie mee out -.- Then he asked Amy " How to use your microwave ah?" LOL ,laugh die . Then baby also cute one . The bowl so hot ,just take out from microwave only ,then he go take ,then he at there shake his hand ,cause like very hot luh . LOL . Then awhile more ,went to 503 slack and find baby's friend .(: Talk cock much . (: finally went home @ 10 plus . (:

& fucking blogger got prob cant upload pictures. Tmrw then upload pics kkay (:

Break your heart ^^V

2010-09-01T23:40:00.008+08:00

Tsktsk ,i really hate people who changes their boyf like changing clothes. I know im like that last time ,but now im not okay . So passerby ,keep your comments to yourself. I finally know why people hate me so much last time . -.- Cause its really irritating to see people changing their boyf every week/months or dk what . Rly rly very sickening . Well ,shan't dwell on this too much. Passerby-s ,once again ,keep your negative comments to yourself (:

Well ,today is Teacher'sday. No need go school. So , morning ate mac breakfast ^^V & went out with Mel, Des ,Glenna, Dhiri , Sam & Haiyang ,watched movie @ westmall ,"Grown ups". Its really funny , all of us laughed the loudest in the threatre . LOL ,i think. Anyway ,after movie ,went to take neoprints . & bused to baby's house . Went to his house visit Ahpui ,omg ,i swear i miss her damn much. ! ): She bite me today, RAWR. Aiya ,she bites me everyday ,used to it. Anyway ,her biting lousy one ,not pain. LOL . Anyway ,played with baby awhile also ,if not he say i pangseh him for Ahpui. ): & afterwards played with Ahpui again . She damn hyper la ! ): Awhile more ,baby sent me homee (:

& omg la ,im having flu & cough now . My chest area very tight like that ,not comfortable ): Sadsad , i want Buibui tc of me ^^V hehaho ~

0305

2010-08-31T21:16:00.010+08:00

Meet baby today (: School was boring , but well , HappyTeachersDay still. Went back to my primary school ^^V saw my pri 5 & pri 6 chinese teacher, aww miss them ): Had a little chat with them and we realised how much we've changed. Laughs. Awhile more ,left keming . Headed home to bathe and prepare. While waiting for baby to come my house, used comp and nua awhile. Soon he reached then headed to his house. Played with Ahpui ,and got her changed into her new house. she seems happy wwith it (: Anyway ,played with her awhile and got really tired, so slept at baby's bed ,he hugged me to sleep. Awww. (: Woke up later and continue playing with Ahpui, she keep eating manzxc ,cute die . (: Then watched LaPiXiaoXin with baby. Then he sent me home (:

Baby ,i dont know what i do to make you so upset again. I really dont know. I wished you were happy like before . Sometimes i find it really stress with you , i have to care about your feelings. I have to think before i tell you anything or do anything. Cause i know ,small little things i do affects you alot. I will try okay. I will get used to it .So dont be troubled by what i say alright. I'll still remain the same. I wont contacts guys or what shyt alright. Trust me ,ily (: & i hope you can dont be so sensitive la baby ,everytime your pm emoemo or your fb emoemo ,i will damn stress de lea ,cause no matter what i say ,you wont cheerup also. Sigh ): When your girl friends message you ,okay i understand they're just asking you things so you have the need to reply. So i wouldnt talk much about it . But when you see guys messaging me asking me about things ,you began to feel uneasy , then slowly become emo , then anyhow think. Dont so sensitive okay ,i dont like . I just want you to trust me. & everytime i see you emo ,i ask you what happen ,you always say "Nothing". ):

& enough of Ahpui's peektures. Now my peektures with baby ^^V

ASDASDASD

2010-08-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

Yay ,bought our hamham today ! Her name is Ahpui , baby name him one ): Cute aye. Anyway ,today meet baby & Huizhen steady to vivo ,bought hamster ,cage ,food etc and went back to batok while baby went for job interview . Slack under my house with Huizhen steady and Ahpui . She was damn hyper , but she's very scared of me and steady ): But still play with her la ,damn cute! ^^V Baby came back to batok at about 9 plus ,sad die. I waited for him so long ! ): Then finally reach, he played with Ahpui ,then keep scold her humji ,lools . & he say he want Ahpui rather than me, & that he would rather smell ahpui then me ): Bad sia him. anyway ,i miss him badly now. Like really ,i miss him like fuck. Other days were not likethat ,imissmybaby ! ):

Tmrw will be uploading Ahpui's peektures ,omg. She's staying at baby's house now . Kekekzxc ,baby ,dont torture her hor . Hehe (:

Gonna buy new phone tmrw ,happy die me (:

Love cant be measured .

2010-08-27T22:40:00.006+08:00

Today school was boring .Slept through during maths lesson ,super shiok. Baby scolded me for sleeping during maths lesson ,eh ,i was very tired lor .Not like him ,woke up @ 10 plus ! ): & i passed my art ,weewootwee ~ After school baby came to fetch me ,then went home together , he waited for me to change and bathe ,blabla . Went to slack at my house downstair ,then bused to Woodlands find Huizhen steady ! (: I bloody miss her okkeh ! (: anyway ,slack @ arcade awhile ,then ran away -.- i banged into one kid ,luckily he never cry ,if not i die :x I have phobia of knocking into kids since then . Bla ,find woodlands so boring and went back to batok . Who knows, on the way to batok ,the bus broke down and we had to wait for another bus , -.- Soon ,we reached batok ! (: Then went up to arcade , Xiaohua is annoying ,keep disturb me only ! ): Jason daddy treat me ddr (: When going out of arcade ,i was turning around talking to Xiaohua and didnt notice one kid infront of me ,and i just walk and bang onto him ,shyt manzxc. Thought he will cry or something ,then he walked away. I was at there stunned , I keep "OMGOMG" -.- I damn scared he cry okay . ): But luckily he's okay (: Tada ! Then went to smoke @ g2k then baby sent me home (: && eeyer ,no ham ham anymore ):

NOOB BOYF

2010-08-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

Hey readers, im at my noob boyf's house now. Ohmy ,he's complaining cause i put him as "noob boyf" LOL. So sad ,you gotta face it (: Well ,school sucks today . Boring like hell. & my noob woke up so late ,make me so bored . Hmms ,anyw my maths class test passed again ,ommfg (: Okay ,that noob complaining again ,he's beside me now . SIANZXC , going home soon . (: Shall blog tmrw . & dearest boyfee, if you blog less than half a page ,i will kill you tmrw .

ILOVEMYBOYFEE TTM ! (:

Sucks

2010-08-25T22:08:00.003+08:00

I just couldnt speak my mind ,cause im not allowed to . (: Everything is inside my mind and heart . Well ,lets wait for the day my mind or heart burst . (: Everyone has their own limit . Im having sucha dog life now ,thanks . Really (:

Anyway ,i love baby ttm. He's something i couldnt live without .
& Me and Peishyan Laopo gonna have couple tee soon ! whkakkakas (:

Heartzxc

2010-08-24T21:05:00.003+08:00

Baby ,i know i've not been a good girlf. I always attitude you when and where as i like . I havent been thinking for your feelings. When you're sad ,i'm not there for you . When you needed someone to talk to ,im not there for you. Sorry ,i read your blog and realise im sucha failure . Im not a good girlfriend . In the end ,you tolerated me . You cared for me even though im angry with you for no reasons. You will spam call me ,spam my message and ask my sister or frends whether im okay ornot. I really appreciate your care. Sorry ,i promise i will try to be there for you everytime. I wont make you cry , i will be a better girlf . I wont anyhow attitude you anymore. I love you . I will be a better girlf okay . (: Hearzxcyou baby ! ^^V

& buibui asked me to blog today . So im being sucha good girlf to blog now . Laughs . Anyway ,school was boring today . Feel like sleeping only ): Texting baby and Peishyan Laopo during class today ,hmms (: Okay ,im currently watching the 9pm show now . Shan't blog any longer . Will blog tmrw ,stay tune readers ! (: Heheh .

Holy shyt

2010-08-21T22:49:00.009+08:00

People , add my new msn , my old msn is cock-ed up ):
Those people who know me ,add me only. Strangers please dont add -.-

the.pasttenses-@hotmail.com

& today went to Jp watch movie with baby . Watched The PhuaChuKang show , lols . Quite funny overall ,i like it (Y) Then baby went to eat @ kfc ,he's super duper hungryyy ! Pig manzxc ,after eating one shrooms burger , one drink ,one cheesefries ,he still complain he's not full yet ,omg lah ): Then went to smoke smoke . After which ,we bused home (: Damn tired now ,but im still blogging . Readers should be touched , LOL. bhb me ):

Heheh ,i love my eyes and hair today. Firstly ,my eyes like super big la today ,dk why -.- & my hair very nice today , bhb :x Anyway ,texting Peishyan Laopo now ,she miss me like madzxc, HOHO (:

030520100109

2010-08-19T21:45:00.003+08:00

Whee, i got my history test result today (: I got 36/45 (: damn happy luhs (: Yay~ Then after school went home and prepare, bathe then went to meet baby. Went to his house watch show & sleep. Buibui cooked for me also. (: Then he feed me, walao, must ask him feed then he will feed lor, not auto one. Pfttt ): && I hugged buibui to sleep manzxc, he's damn pig. Keep disturb me when i still half awake, then make me awake ): Afterthat , watched another show, & buibui send me home afterthat (:

Aww, damn miss him naow. Tmrw got 3 test ,2 maths class test, 1 chinese common test): Stress ):

Couple ringgg ^^v

2010-08-17T22:00:00.006+08:00

Woots, me and baby got our couple ring today (: HOHOHO (: Happy die, guess he's damn happy alsozxc. Anyway ,today is a boring day -_- during HomeEcon ,teachers very biantai ,keep project our comp screen on the visualizer -.- then i was on ebuddy talking to baby ,then they teacher screen my screen on the visualizer ,everyone saw our conver , LOL :x damn paiseh. Then after school baby came to fetch me again (: Then went home to bathe ,prepare ,went to lot 1 ,pei baby buy thing . Then bused to Jp meet Max help him sell thing ,then go buy couple ring (:

105th day

2010-08-15T21:57:00.007+08:00

Im lazy to blog today ,but if i dont ,baby will complain that im lazy -_- damn him okay , LOL ,joking . Baby ,dont so step ahbeng can ornot ,see la so many trouble . you ahbeng face. Step one big @ westmall only hor. Go where also anyhow diao people one . HAHA ,shytzxc ,he's gonna tickle me till i die tmrw, or pinch me ):

Anyway ,baby went out for our family outing today. Guess he's kinad stress also ,scared my mummy dont like him ,lols . Firstly ,bused to CitySquareMall today. Shop around and walkwalk around . Then went to eat @ Swensens . & i broke their ketchup sauce. LOL . The waiter all stare at us ,then they go clean up. LOL ,im soo pro manzxc ,cause we sit near to outside ,then the Ketchup sauce flew until outside. ROFL. Lucky they neevr charge us for the ketchup sauce . ): Hmms ,then go walkwalk around and went back. Slack with baby under my block then he sent me home (:

Baby ,imyimyimy ! sigh, having history common test tmrw. Hope i'll pass bah (: Wish me luck peeps ~ (:

misszxc

2010-08-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

arghh here i am help this pig to blog again ! she's soo lazy to blog laa wakao~ i needa blog for myself also zzz! pui eh why you soo pig huh?! and hor your reply can more long abit ma?!?! you make me don't want reply you semo leh zhupajie! bleh hahas joking de laa well today we meet and go watch movie and cine with her jiejie and her boyf lor (: haiyoooo this pig hor ?! i don't want write semo sia ! haiya easy FAI go read my blog haha! pawns! i soo clever manzxc... anw she's kinda tired now also laa sooo she will blog tomorrow (: byebye!

Heartzxc

2010-08-12T21:24:00.001+08:00

Me and baby finally okay alr -_- Happy die . (: Anyway ,today met him afterschool ,he came to fetch me and bus home with me ,then he waited while i bathe and prepare. Headed to westmall to ddr and slack. Awhile more went home (:

& to that loser who go around ppl's blog writting i step ahlian (: continue ,write more ,you're getting me famous ,woots ! Anyway ,just got to know it from Vessie sist (: Hmm ,continue to write more lor (: I dont mind being famous (:

Forget

2010-08-11T18:24:00.003+08:00

Forget those times we're happy together . Forget those times we went out together. Forget those sweet times you had with me . Forget those times we act cute to each other. Forget those times we walked home together. Forget those times we played with each other. Forget those paths we walked. Forget those times we used to hang out @ westmall . Forget those times we ddr-ed together. Forget those times we used to listen to the same music on bus . Forget those times we quarrled . Forget those times i had to control you. Forget those times i attitude you. Forget those times we watched the sea together @ vivo. Forget about those times when we talk about our "future". Forget those times you sang to me , or i sang to you. Forget those times we overcome difficulties. Forget those times we're in love with each other. Forget those times you walked me home. Forget those times that we hug ,kiss ,held hands. Froget those times we laughed ,we cried in front of each other. Forget me.

From today onwards ,dont think of me anymore.

National day

2010-08-10T01:22:00.006+08:00

Wee , National day ytd . Im blogging now . Its the 7th month now ,freak me out seriously. Anyw ,its okay (: Hmms ,today went to Jp buy shoe with mummy (: Then walkwalk ,buy pizza and alot food. Then bused to Ahma house (: Ate pizza and chitchat with her (: Then at her bed nua awhile ,then go back living room and chat with Ahma (: Awhile more ,we left. Met baby @ inter. Saw him and Jeremy ,cause Jeremy rushing ,so cabbed to Marinq square. there damn crowded and hot la ): Me and buibui sweat alotalot ): Then finally the fireworks ,damn chio one . But i think when i pri 5 ,go watch ndp those fireworks nicer (: Heheh ,then go walkwalk around . Then wanted to cab home ,but all fully booked -.- tmd, hai wo wait so longgg ): Then in the end mrt back to batok . (: Buibui sent me home ,teehees (:

Loveeee.

2010-08-07T22:02:00.007+08:00

Today went to Science center with Baby , Ling & Wenjie . Quite fun there lah . (: then accompany sister go eat @ coffee shop . After eating ,bused back to Westmall . Ate kfc ,then went to arcade. Played 2 rounds of ddr (: & home afterthat .